Over the last few days I have dedicated myself to reading some of my more expansive and active threads,particularly reading my posts. Looking to see what I've forgotten.Falling into the void. Rearranging it's matrix. Noticing how many layers I've peeled in repeating the same things over and over (as well as a little shame and a little embarrassment, which I feel is natural). It has paid off.
Allowing myself to absorb reflection,as I have perused my threads, I'd like to say thank you to all those that have been supportive and helped me on my path. @The Traveler @Tripolation @Transform @Nydex @Pandora @shroombee @Icyseeker @fink @northape @blig-blug @yatyas314 @doubledog @Panpsychic @ommani @ShadedSelf @Varallo @universecannon @rkba @pantostao @Subtlevibrations @acacian @Sakkadelic @Tomtegubbe @endlessness @benzyme @Bill Cipher @Jamie01
I'm sure I've forgotten to name some.It's been a lot of time and a lot of posts. But I am thankful to you too.
I've done the work and figured a lot out on my own, which is what I've wanted, not delimiting the help from reflection and insight that I have received. Maybe I don't need to work so hard at self-improvement... work more towards life improvement. I've felt that I had to be a certain way to be prepared enough to do anything.
I need to take it easy. So I'm going to do what's easy.
I've been standing at the finish line,still waiting for the race to start.
As I write this, I realize that it sounds like I'm leaving the Nexus or something. It's just goodbye to venting about certain issues and woes because I've either remedied them, gotten over them, am comfortable working through them where I am, or ran them over. It's an interesting place to be in. Granted,there's still some fumes and residual to burn off. I am aligned in self.
I had to allow and trust the reflections of others. I don't exist inside a vacuum.
Love to you all
One love
Allowing myself to absorb reflection,as I have perused my threads, I'd like to say thank you to all those that have been supportive and helped me on my path. @The Traveler @Tripolation @Transform @Nydex @Pandora @shroombee @Icyseeker @fink @northape @blig-blug @yatyas314 @doubledog @Panpsychic @ommani @ShadedSelf @Varallo @universecannon @rkba @pantostao @Subtlevibrations @acacian @Sakkadelic @Tomtegubbe @endlessness @benzyme @Bill Cipher @Jamie01
I'm sure I've forgotten to name some.It's been a lot of time and a lot of posts. But I am thankful to you too.
I've done the work and figured a lot out on my own, which is what I've wanted, not delimiting the help from reflection and insight that I have received. Maybe I don't need to work so hard at self-improvement... work more towards life improvement. I've felt that I had to be a certain way to be prepared enough to do anything.
I need to take it easy. So I'm going to do what's easy.
I've been standing at the finish line,still waiting for the race to start.
As I write this, I realize that it sounds like I'm leaving the Nexus or something. It's just goodbye to venting about certain issues and woes because I've either remedied them, gotten over them, am comfortable working through them where I am, or ran them over. It's an interesting place to be in. Granted,there's still some fumes and residual to burn off. I am aligned in self.
I had to allow and trust the reflections of others. I don't exist inside a vacuum.
Love to you all
One love
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