Philosopher
Rising Star
Inevitably every time I have a psychedelic experience my perspective on how significant we really are, changes immensely. On mushrooms I realized that in the scheme of al that is, if the earth did not exist, to the cosmos it would be as unnoticeable as a compound decomposing from single atoms. While on dmt I realized the same thing sometimes, last time I went micro. I learned the importance of each and every quantum piece of matter, which make up atoms and cells, living and nonliving. Without these ever occurring law abiding molecules we would never be. Neither would anything, for that matter.
I feel in my life as if this is what matters, what job I attain, my relationships, and my morals. But the paradox of significance is an infinite one. If a person sees more, they realize their insignificance. If one sees less they realize their significance. But if they have experiences both? They are placed on a continuum of importance, one can see their place in the homeostatic universe.
When I used mushrooms last I came to the thought that if I died, would everything cease to exist? It was so compelling that I thought for a moment of a suicidal experiment. It was just fleeting thought, I realized immediately the implications of this expire meant. Therefor it is an even bigger mystery. It forget which philosopher said this, but it rang true in my trip. " the only true philosophical question, is wether or not to kill yourself". This may seem bleak and morbid to our everyday perspective, but it was so thrilling to imagine how my consciousness could possibly be responsible for the construction of all matter.
Psychedelics have really changed my perspective on what is really important. I conclude, everything is significant. From the smallest ant to a distant galaxy's sun millions of light years away. The illusion is one of limited consciousness. What we see, seems the most significant. But that does not have any real merit in the perspective of all of reality.
I feel in my life as if this is what matters, what job I attain, my relationships, and my morals. But the paradox of significance is an infinite one. If a person sees more, they realize their insignificance. If one sees less they realize their significance. But if they have experiences both? They are placed on a continuum of importance, one can see their place in the homeostatic universe.
When I used mushrooms last I came to the thought that if I died, would everything cease to exist? It was so compelling that I thought for a moment of a suicidal experiment. It was just fleeting thought, I realized immediately the implications of this expire meant. Therefor it is an even bigger mystery. It forget which philosopher said this, but it rang true in my trip. " the only true philosophical question, is wether or not to kill yourself". This may seem bleak and morbid to our everyday perspective, but it was so thrilling to imagine how my consciousness could possibly be responsible for the construction of all matter.
Psychedelics have really changed my perspective on what is really important. I conclude, everything is significant. From the smallest ant to a distant galaxy's sun millions of light years away. The illusion is one of limited consciousness. What we see, seems the most significant. But that does not have any real merit in the perspective of all of reality.