SturdyPegs
Rising Star
Since dabbling in the realm of DMT I have noticed multiple factors that have suppressed, enhanced or changed an experience instantaneously. Or gradually. I am not sure some of the time as I was not of this space at the time but I would like to ask about a few things and see if peoples experiences correlate.
1. Tiredness- Relating to affecting breaking through and remembering the breakthrough. On a number of occasions for myself I have turned the lights down low prior to lift off, I have meditated without music, concentrated on breathing and have been drifting off (a rarity for myself, as I frankly have the disposition/temperament of an over-thinker with ADHD ((possibly did/do have)) I stay up all night wondering if I closed the parenthesis never mind if I actually managed to lock the actual door...
but anyway due to a hectic work week I was almost coaxed into slumber, so post haste I took that as I was prepared for the journey. 40mg-used to a little wastage. I remember my hand blending with my lighter at the around 20 secs and managed a second blast...I recall hurtling through a gaping vastness then hearing myself......gap.....hear myself vocally clicking as if communicating to something.
This is the 3rd time I have not remembered breakthrough experiences. I had 15 20 minutes after of legitimately serene 'nodding' as though it was an opium induced semi-coma, but recollection of said experience is disappointingly low....(anyone have any input here? Supplements that help, not doing it when tired, pre-mantras for post-correlation of events) which leads me to...
2. Lighting-I enjoy sub B.T experiences, especially after other illicit substances and numerous light fittings shimmering; creating an atmosphere of, simplistically put, 'Yellow Submarine Cartoon quality'. Many people find them a waste of time, but sometimes they can be elongated and enhanced. That being said, I have enjoyed a fair few decent whacks at low light immersion, trying to use the mind more than the eyes ( counter-intuitive possibly, generally asking for answers on this).
This has led me to a zen, odd state of awareness, even at lower doses and also led to my first breakthrough, an hour and a bit after a semi-B.T experience.
Where do people draw the line on over-lighting and what is ones definition of comfortable? I have relished the prolonged effects of visual stimuli, meandering between being more K and MD than DMT and more human than the 3 put together and many a possibility in between. I am sure on the other hand that with a more toned down atmosphere one could technically be less excited/more prepared to breakthrough from the same amount of spice.
3. Movement, awareness outside the current state/situation and noise.
I have recently twice tried to communicate with telepathic entities one that I can comprehend, the other aforementioned. Now this is possibly part of my psyche, innate, unchangeable, and something I may have to work on due to being a fidgety, over enthusiastic individual. I not have a space where I solo-voyage. Trying to B.T with others is an unrealistic endeavour. Even with my most trusted pal, I still think about my breathing and am conscious someone is there, even sometimes needing to try explain how nice I feel...anyway, this is my point here that I wouldn't mind input and clarification on this, from others experiences. I have studied trip reports etc on the nexus for a long time, I am an avid reader and love the human psyche but anyway...
Have you brought yourself round/brought yourself out of an experience...heard yourself speaking or trying to communicate via whistles or clicks/clacks/taps? It is a phenomena I am now aware of. One time I was conversing telepathically with a machine elf/jester of neon room status (go figure) and I was still trying to talk to him in my usual way (tongue 'clacks', ((top of the mouth&tongue combo sound-not my usual way but in this parallel reality yes)) He didn't understand me and relayed a message 'you are here' a few times then I flashed out of this existence and heard myself clacking, I knew I had been trying to communicate and knew the entity I had spoken with too.
A similar experience was my blackout tiredness experience where I was clicking with my tongue in a high pitch, yet do not know why this time! Anyone have similar experiences etc let me know I am more than intrigued.
I do have more to add to this topic, and of course although there are questions in this and it is a public forum, I am aware no one is obliged to answer/respond, even read; therefore this is as much as anything a diary entry and a way of asking myself more questions on a more micro level to get, and be part of the nitty gritty committee on this topic/amalgamation of thoughts and ideas.
Peace and safe travels, staying inspired, SturdyPegs.
1. Tiredness- Relating to affecting breaking through and remembering the breakthrough. On a number of occasions for myself I have turned the lights down low prior to lift off, I have meditated without music, concentrated on breathing and have been drifting off (a rarity for myself, as I frankly have the disposition/temperament of an over-thinker with ADHD ((possibly did/do have)) I stay up all night wondering if I closed the parenthesis never mind if I actually managed to lock the actual door...
but anyway due to a hectic work week I was almost coaxed into slumber, so post haste I took that as I was prepared for the journey. 40mg-used to a little wastage. I remember my hand blending with my lighter at the around 20 secs and managed a second blast...I recall hurtling through a gaping vastness then hearing myself......gap.....hear myself vocally clicking as if communicating to something.
This is the 3rd time I have not remembered breakthrough experiences. I had 15 20 minutes after of legitimately serene 'nodding' as though it was an opium induced semi-coma, but recollection of said experience is disappointingly low....(anyone have any input here? Supplements that help, not doing it when tired, pre-mantras for post-correlation of events) which leads me to...
2. Lighting-I enjoy sub B.T experiences, especially after other illicit substances and numerous light fittings shimmering; creating an atmosphere of, simplistically put, 'Yellow Submarine Cartoon quality'. Many people find them a waste of time, but sometimes they can be elongated and enhanced. That being said, I have enjoyed a fair few decent whacks at low light immersion, trying to use the mind more than the eyes ( counter-intuitive possibly, generally asking for answers on this).
This has led me to a zen, odd state of awareness, even at lower doses and also led to my first breakthrough, an hour and a bit after a semi-B.T experience.
Where do people draw the line on over-lighting and what is ones definition of comfortable? I have relished the prolonged effects of visual stimuli, meandering between being more K and MD than DMT and more human than the 3 put together and many a possibility in between. I am sure on the other hand that with a more toned down atmosphere one could technically be less excited/more prepared to breakthrough from the same amount of spice.
3. Movement, awareness outside the current state/situation and noise.
I have recently twice tried to communicate with telepathic entities one that I can comprehend, the other aforementioned. Now this is possibly part of my psyche, innate, unchangeable, and something I may have to work on due to being a fidgety, over enthusiastic individual. I not have a space where I solo-voyage. Trying to B.T with others is an unrealistic endeavour. Even with my most trusted pal, I still think about my breathing and am conscious someone is there, even sometimes needing to try explain how nice I feel...anyway, this is my point here that I wouldn't mind input and clarification on this, from others experiences. I have studied trip reports etc on the nexus for a long time, I am an avid reader and love the human psyche but anyway...
Have you brought yourself round/brought yourself out of an experience...heard yourself speaking or trying to communicate via whistles or clicks/clacks/taps? It is a phenomena I am now aware of. One time I was conversing telepathically with a machine elf/jester of neon room status (go figure) and I was still trying to talk to him in my usual way (tongue 'clacks', ((top of the mouth&tongue combo sound-not my usual way but in this parallel reality yes)) He didn't understand me and relayed a message 'you are here' a few times then I flashed out of this existence and heard myself clacking, I knew I had been trying to communicate and knew the entity I had spoken with too.
A similar experience was my blackout tiredness experience where I was clicking with my tongue in a high pitch, yet do not know why this time! Anyone have similar experiences etc let me know I am more than intrigued.
I do have more to add to this topic, and of course although there are questions in this and it is a public forum, I am aware no one is obliged to answer/respond, even read; therefore this is as much as anything a diary entry and a way of asking myself more questions on a more micro level to get, and be part of the nitty gritty committee on this topic/amalgamation of thoughts and ideas.
Peace and safe travels, staying inspired, SturdyPegs.