I was thinking, sounds very wasteful. If its Glassware, metal or ceramic, simply soak in vinegar for a while, you can even use that vinegar in an extraction later.
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Why DMT Scares Me
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I regularly work with burnt bowls and haven't noticed a strange precipitate or anything. I also think it's wasteful.
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froggydays
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I always throw away the pipe after one session, if there is some dried up remainder in the pipe, I don't really take the effort to re-use that, it's a bit unclean I think. It doesn't really matter as well as you can just make a new batch. I prefer to start fresh.
How is it unclean, provided that one cleans it?
My therapist kind of checked me on this issue (yes I talk to my therapist about this). I mentioned how I get worried about what will show up often times, as well as being punished, but then the shit is always wild. He asked me something to the effect of, "but what about your capabilities and capacities to engage it"... Great question. Idk because it's hard for to toot my own horn. But that's inaccurate and harsh. Acknowledging and accepting a capability and capacity isn't arrogant, I guess. The capability and capacity is there i just don't see it!
Idk what i am really trying to say. I guess this is just a representation of continuing to do the work.
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Idk what i am really trying to say. I guess this is just a representation of continuing to do the work.
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Surely, this statement refers to throwing away the contents of the pipe; not the actual pipe, itself haha
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There's been a shift.
I've taken a few small tokes of changa this week and one run of 8mg that had been loaded before DMTx. Today I decided I'd do 10mg after guiding.
In some other thread (or a PM), a few weeks ago, I made mention of a new approach I going to take in the moment of smoalking. I typically want to get the come up out of the way with preferences like getting the whole dose in one hit. The desire to be over or passed the comeup is an area where we can see that I abandon myself. To augment that, I've decided to take smaller hits, realizing there's actually a decent window of time to get the full dose before needing to reattempt once one is versed with the smoalking process.
The shift in visuals is always both a trigger as well as an indicator. Regardless of the dose, it triggers that oh sh*t response, and indicates inclement depth based on how strong it comes on. So, I sat with that, with eyes open, watching the bubbles attachment morph and warp as well as other aspects of my room and the Gundams on a shelf across from my bed. I just reminded myself to stay present and with it, remaining open and unalarmed. The usual spikes of anxiety and fear never showed. If I would've ended up deeper, I was open and ready for that.
I am over some hurdle right now.
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I've taken a few small tokes of changa this week and one run of 8mg that had been loaded before DMTx. Today I decided I'd do 10mg after guiding.
In some other thread (or a PM), a few weeks ago, I made mention of a new approach I going to take in the moment of smoalking. I typically want to get the come up out of the way with preferences like getting the whole dose in one hit. The desire to be over or passed the comeup is an area where we can see that I abandon myself. To augment that, I've decided to take smaller hits, realizing there's actually a decent window of time to get the full dose before needing to reattempt once one is versed with the smoalking process.
The shift in visuals is always both a trigger as well as an indicator. Regardless of the dose, it triggers that oh sh*t response, and indicates inclement depth based on how strong it comes on. So, I sat with that, with eyes open, watching the bubbles attachment morph and warp as well as other aspects of my room and the Gundams on a shelf across from my bed. I just reminded myself to stay present and with it, remaining open and unalarmed. The usual spikes of anxiety and fear never showed. If I would've ended up deeper, I was open and ready for that.
I am over some hurdle right now.
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I dunno, could be a "Greek wedding" type of situation, perhaps?
froggydays
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I also throw away the pipe itself haha, it's just a glass pipe, you can order a box of 10 decent ones for $15. If you use a more expensive glass pipe or instrument then I guess you can just clean it after using. However I have tried to clean a used glass pipe before, but it doesn't really work.
The lucifer fire ash stains don't go away after washing in vinegar / soap solution or leaving it to stand over night. Those stains get really grained into the glass and give a very bitter and charcoally effect if you try to smoke through the pipe again.
I am fortunate that I will probably receive my Geekvape tomorrow which was recommended to me, which forfeits all these glass pipe issues.
*Takes massive toalk from the GVG*
Opa!!!
*smashes GVG on the ground*
I once took a hit from the GVG only for it to slide off a slanted shelf I had set it on in the middle of the experience....and, to my horror, land ON A METAL SINGING BOWL. The sounds was unreal and I was certain it had shattered but it miraculously survived.
Could you expand on this? I clean plenty of glass in plenty of ways, it's not that hard, just takes a little elbow grease and patience.
What's a lucifer ash stain? Perhaps you need a better method, such as using alcohol and salt, shake it around, rinse it out.
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I continue the seemingly never ending battle of DMT anxiety/fear, tonight the uncertainty won and I decided against it and now ironically I am here posting about not partaking.
Do you practice quieting the mind before the day of use? the hour before? the minute?
Sometimes I feel silly about this topic but literally every time I have an opportunity to partake I have this conversation with myself.
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Do you practice quieting the mind before the day of use? the hour before? the minute?
Sometimes I feel silly about this topic but literally every time I have an opportunity to partake I have this conversation with myself.
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The only thing that calms me properly is small hits of DMT while I remind myself there is nothing to fear because the place that we are taken to is pure love & gratitude.
Allowing yourself to experiment with low doses is a lovely thing, I've had some VERY therapeutic afternoons and hardly ever got close to the 'clicking over' point.
Allowing yourself to experiment with low doses is a lovely thing, I've had some VERY therapeutic afternoons and hardly ever got close to the 'clicking over' point.
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