I was thinking, sounds very wasteful. If its Glassware, metal or ceramic, simply soak in vinegar for a while, you can even use that vinegar in an extraction later.
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Why DMT Scares Me
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I regularly work with burnt bowls and haven't noticed a strange precipitate or anything. I also think it's wasteful.
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I always throw away the pipe after one session, if there is some dried up remainder in the pipe, I don't really take the effort to re-use that, it's a bit unclean I think. It doesn't really matter as well as you can just make a new batch. I prefer to start fresh.
How is it unclean, provided that one cleans it?
My therapist kind of checked me on this issue (yes I talk to my therapist about this). I mentioned how I get worried about what will show up often times, as well as being punished, but then the shit is always wild. He asked me something to the effect of, "but what about your capabilities and capacities to engage it"... Great question. Idk because it's hard for to toot my own horn. But that's inaccurate and harsh. Acknowledging and accepting a capability and capacity isn't arrogant, I guess. The capability and capacity is there i just don't see it!
Idk what i am really trying to say. I guess this is just a representation of continuing to do the work.
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Idk what i am really trying to say. I guess this is just a representation of continuing to do the work.
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Surely, this statement refers to throwing away the contents of the pipe; not the actual pipe, itself haha
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There's been a shift.
I've taken a few small tokes of changa this week and one run of 8mg that had been loaded before DMTx. Today I decided I'd do 10mg after guiding.
In some other thread (or a PM), a few weeks ago, I made mention of a new approach I going to take in the moment of smoalking. I typically want to get the come up out of the way with preferences like getting the whole dose in one hit. The desire to be over or passed the comeup is an area where we can see that I abandon myself. To augment that, I've decided to take smaller hits, realizing there's actually a decent window of time to get the full dose before needing to reattempt once one is versed with the smoalking process.
The shift in visuals is always both a trigger as well as an indicator. Regardless of the dose, it triggers that oh sh*t response, and indicates inclement depth based on how strong it comes on. So, I sat with that, with eyes open, watching the bubbles attachment morph and warp as well as other aspects of my room and the Gundams on a shelf across from my bed. I just reminded myself to stay present and with it, remaining open and unalarmed. The usual spikes of anxiety and fear never showed. If I would've ended up deeper, I was open and ready for that.
I am over some hurdle right now.
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I've taken a few small tokes of changa this week and one run of 8mg that had been loaded before DMTx. Today I decided I'd do 10mg after guiding.
In some other thread (or a PM), a few weeks ago, I made mention of a new approach I going to take in the moment of smoalking. I typically want to get the come up out of the way with preferences like getting the whole dose in one hit. The desire to be over or passed the comeup is an area where we can see that I abandon myself. To augment that, I've decided to take smaller hits, realizing there's actually a decent window of time to get the full dose before needing to reattempt once one is versed with the smoalking process.
The shift in visuals is always both a trigger as well as an indicator. Regardless of the dose, it triggers that oh sh*t response, and indicates inclement depth based on how strong it comes on. So, I sat with that, with eyes open, watching the bubbles attachment morph and warp as well as other aspects of my room and the Gundams on a shelf across from my bed. I just reminded myself to stay present and with it, remaining open and unalarmed. The usual spikes of anxiety and fear never showed. If I would've ended up deeper, I was open and ready for that.
I am over some hurdle right now.
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I dunno, could be a "Greek wedding" type of situation, perhaps?
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