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Ape's struggle for Sanity
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South America is awesome, I would like to travel there sometimes..It's going to be South America for sure. After years here, it's close to impossible to handle large masses of people like in Asia.
Sad, but I'm waiting for my mum to die. That's the only chain left binding me to this place. We openly talk about it, but it does not make it any easier. Even if I get out as an old man, I will still do it. That's the only true intent I have left for this life - freedom. If anything, I'll just disappear somewhere in the Bolivian altiplano. Yet I hope that I have enough health and energy left to build a simple life in say Peru.
We'll see what life brings. I know all are suffering, but at this point my own struggle is too painful and in my face
And hey Northape
Just want to wish you a good luck in everything you doing and your spiritual struggles
Stay strong, stay safe and take care of yourself bud
Bless you
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Thank you everyone 
I actually feel better than I sound. These issues are years old, and I have been hard at work to resolve some of them, at least on a psychological level. So, I don't plan to stop and wallow in my misery. That kind of approach was uprooted a long time ago. Still, no one says that it's easy either.
About black metal: I think locals are so repressed by the culture that they need an outlet. That civilized, controlled, soft, and cheerful mask goes against our instincts and basic tendencies. So, considering the history of the place, climate, and genes, people try to balance the energy somehow. It presents itself as dark forms of art. I'd say it's a healthy outcome actually. It's better to vent that way than to actually do harm.
I actually feel better than I sound. These issues are years old, and I have been hard at work to resolve some of them, at least on a psychological level. So, I don't plan to stop and wallow in my misery. That kind of approach was uprooted a long time ago. Still, no one says that it's easy either.
About black metal: I think locals are so repressed by the culture that they need an outlet. That civilized, controlled, soft, and cheerful mask goes against our instincts and basic tendencies. So, considering the history of the place, climate, and genes, people try to balance the energy somehow. It presents itself as dark forms of art. I'd say it's a healthy outcome actually. It's better to vent that way than to actually do harm.
All these Mullets reminding me of Wolf from Futureman, classic little series btw.
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