Can't seem to breakthrough on enhanced leaf

[indianyogi]

Hi,

I just can't seem to break through on enhanced leaf or changa. I've tried several times but have been unable to. Now I am just going to try with pure dmt if I can get the chance; I unfortunately converted all five grams I had into enhanced leaf. In hindsight I wish that I hadn't done this. I am writing after just having a very healing purging like experience with changa. Maybe the reason I did not breakthrough is because I was too scared to vaporize all of it in a short amount of time; so I only ended up taking one inhalation through the vaporier. I now wish I had taken three, one after another. Maybe this would have sent me into a breakthrough experience. But the one and only time I vaporized pure dmt it seemed so much more powerful and overwhelming that I thought that if I did this then I would breakthrough fully. But I was too scared to proceed and so stopped after one small puff. This was a few weeks ago. If anyone has any advice as to how I could breakthrough on enhanced leaf that would be great. I was thinking of using a large bong and smoking it with a regular lighter as opposed to vaporizing it in a small hand-held vaporizer. Maybe that might be more effective for breakthroughs? Thanks and have a great day, and I appreciate the input.

 

[AcidShard]

Hi indianyogi,
When smoking changa or enhanced leaf, you must use as little heat as possible, and just quickly cherry the bowl and don't apply more flame, take long, slow pulls and hold in for 20 seconds.

How strong is your leaf? A 1:1 ratio of leaf to DMT is good, and if you are not contraindicated then harmalas will make it easier as the time window of administration is longer, it just keeps building up, unlike without harmalas, where you need to get it in you fast.

It sounds like the real issue is with the fear of taking a breakthrough dose, if you stop at one hit, it is likely just not enough to get there. There are many threads to help with breaking through, but it sounds as though your problem is just with comitting to going through with it. Make sure it is a good time to do it, your head is clear and calm and just go for it if everything feels right.
Maybe it's just not the right time.

"If you're not terrified you took too much, you didn't take enough"
Also, "You're never ready" are two McKenna quotes that come to mind.

It is definitely hard to work up the nerve sometimes.
I wish you luck, and I hope you have a wonderful experience on the other side!

AcidShard