jasons741 said:
Speaking only for myself, if I had been shown the spice to early it probably would have scared me from ever doing it again. It found me when it was supposed to, after MY search was complete.
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I DO think everyone should experience this amazing substance, but only when they are ready. And sadly, wisdom shows me that there are MANY who never will be. Acceptance of that fact is quite important.
I think it would have been a bad thing for me to have gotten my mits on DMT back when I first started reading/searching for it, at 19 yrs old too, but for a different reason.
At that time I was riding high on a wave of excellent LSD, but waaaaay too often & only for the fun of it!!
And that was OK, for Me & LSD.
I imagine that I would have just done the same thing, if I could have had the access to DMT at that time in my life. I thought I was in interested in Psychedelics for the spirituality I felt from them. But I was just partying.
I know that now. Twenty years later...
I also sometimes wonder if having experienced DMT sooner, would have led me down the true
consciousness-curious path faster.
But like you said Jason, my learning to extract DMT, it becoming a part of my life & effecting the way I think about things, came
after I
truly tuned into my own spirituality/consciousness, a bit later on in my life.
My spiritual awakening had absolutely nothing to do with psychedelic use, but DMT has since added to that in a significant way.
Like a key in a door.
WS