I can't breathe!

[Voidmatrix]

That's rich coming from the psychedelic elitist who judges people based on their psychedelic preference. Remember saying that NN-DMT was for the masses (among other goofy statements)?

Cute you think this is about my ego or how I feel about myself, but weaponize whatever rhetoric you want, just be sure to take a hard look in the mirror.

One love

 

[Varallo]

Delete my account please if you already take issue with me then it is just a matter of time till you use your ego and ban me so just do it now to feel better about yourself

Or maybe just take a break and reflect on your behavior and statements, sometimes taking a step back and overthink things can be very beneficial.
I remember your first posts, and the troubled outlook on life, it might very well be that your attitude is a product of your surroundings and the visa versa, you seem to be in a negative spiral. The only way to get out of this situation is not to end your life but to change the way you interact with the world, you will see that the world and your life will change for the better.

After that period of reflection you can make up your mind on how to proceed and if you’re willing to change and be a part of the nexus or maybe you find that this just isn’t your crowd to hangout with. Both options have the advantage that they lead to a happier life where you use your energy on things that are productive for you and others.

Good luck

 

[Exitwound]

Weight your doses, people.

@OP - my guess is, this was also hyperdimensional "weight your doses, fool" message. I've had similar and more.

 

[X-Rayzor]

Some good advice here

@X-Rayzor the breathing thing is a commonly reported sensation. I’m sure you will get used to it. Having peace of mind with your dose is one assurance.

The timeline of content unfolding in the DMT space I think is much more compacted than normal reality. In the time it takes to breathe in and out I suspect much information is being processed. I thinkthis probably accounts for the sensation of not breathing.. there’s lots going down between each breath!

Just remember beforehand that breathing just happens, it’s not a process you need any will for. Keeping this sentiment close to your heart might help a little.. have faith in your breath! DMT at regular doses is non toxic and if anything probably is a good system cleanser if you can relax into the experience. Physically there isn’t much cause for concern in the normal dose range.

Hyperspace has your back, just let it envelope you and you might find many of these unpleasant sensations dissipate.

And weigh your doses

Thank you for the wonderful words and the good tips.
Nice to hear that this is a common thing.

I will definitely take these thoughts with me in my next exploration.

 

[X-Rayzor]

Weight your doses, people.

@OP - my guess is, this was also hyperdimensional "weight your doses, fool" message. I've had similar and more.

I believe you definitely have a point here!!

 

[Nydex]

I believe you definitely have a point here!!

A wise man once probably said:

I'd take a thousand real-life slaps over one proper hyperslap.

 

[stinkyfish]

Or maybe just take a break and reflect on your behavior and statements, sometimes taking a step back and overthink things can be very beneficial.
I remember your first posts, and the troubled outlook on life, it might very well be that your attitude is a product of your surroundings and the visa versa, you seem to be in a negative spiral. The only way to get out of this situation is not to end your life but to change the way you interact with the world, you will see that the world and your life will change for the better.

After that period of reflection you can make up your mind on how to proceed and if you’re willing to change and be a part of the nexus or maybe you find that this just isn’t your crowd to hangout with. Both options have the advantage that they lead to a happier life where you use your energy on things that are productive for you and others.

Good luck

Those first posts are still true and myself is going to leave on my own when the time is correct. Have to work for the rest of my life and will take death over that anyway. Just need to figure things out for my wife and kids. When it happens you or anyone on here will not know so it shouldn't matter to you when it's go time. Taking time off doesn't happen to workers. It is groundhog day everyday. My boss can find someone else to pay his mortgage. It is going to be a great day when it go time. It's over for me, you guys have a great life

 

[stinkyfish]

Can an administrator please delete my account?

 

[Voidmatrix]

Those first posts are still true and myself is going to leave on my own when the time is correct. Have to work for the rest of my life and will take death over that anyway. Just need to figure things out for my wife and kids. When it happens you or anyone on here will not know so it shouldn't matter to you when it's go time. Taking time off doesn't happen to workers. It is groundhog day everyday. My boss can find someone else to pay his mortgage. It is going to be a great day when it go time. It's over for me, you guys have a great life

He means a break from the forum.

However, your interpretation and reply are alarming to me. Are you okay? What's going on? Do you need support? It sounds like you're up against it right now, and I do feel for you and your plight and inner state.

One love

 

[Varallo]

Those first posts are still true and myself is going to leave on my own when the time is correct. Have to work for the rest of my life and will take death over that anyway. Just need to figure things out for my wife and kids. When it happens you or anyone on here will not know so it shouldn't matter to you when it's go time. Taking time off doesn't happen to workers. It is groundhog day everyday. My boss can find someone else to pay his mortgage. It is going to be a great day when it go time. It's over for me, you guys have a great life

I’m going to reflect on my previous reply and keep it short for now, please see a professional on how to handle life.

I wish you all the best and hope you can find the strength to get help and help take responsibility.

To “delete” your account just change the password to a random one and don’t look back.

Take care

 

[mesarz]

Or maybe just take a break and reflect on your behavior and statements, sometimes taking a step back and overthink things can be very beneficial.
I remember your first posts, and the troubled outlook on life, it might very well be that your attitude is a product of your surroundings and the visa versa, you seem to be in a negative spiral. The only way to get out of this situation is not to end your life but to change the way you interact with the world, you will see that the world and your life will change for the better.

Those first posts are still true and myself is going to leave on my own when the time is correct. Have to work for the rest of my life and will take death over that anyway. Just need to figure things out for my wife and kids. When it happens you or anyone on here will not know so it shouldn't matter to you when it's go time. Taking time off doesn't happen to workers. It is groundhog day everyday. My boss can find someone else to pay his mortgage. It is going to be a great day when it go time. It's over for me, you guys have a great life

After that period of reflection you can make up your mind on how to proceed and if you’re willing to change and be a part of the nexus or maybe you find that this just isn’t your crowd to hangout with. Both options have the advantage that they lead to a happier life where you use your energy on things that are productive for you and others.

Good luck

I love this reply. I spent about 20 years being a miserable, angry, suicidal, OD prone adolescent. I knew I wouldnt survive to see 30, and I really believed the world owed itself to me. Ive never had a decent trip in my life, really the only one I remember was LSD and I couldnt shake the video playing in my head of it being real acid and melting my brain dripping down my spine. I haven't tried anything hallucinogenic since, over 10 years ago it had me so terrified. Well... it took a few bad experiences in jail to make me realize that what I was doing is not what I want in life and decided to make a change, removing friends and some of my family from life. Yeah my life isn't the greatest, I'll probably die alone, I have no friends, as well as the health debt im in... But just that little change, getting rid of the bad influences in my life. Your environment I believe decides your path in life, and its up to you to make sure your environment is one you can thrive in. I am so happy now, being the loneliest I've ever been, because I chose life, to live, I now realize I am on the right path, enjoying the path, and can look forward to a future where I'm not dead in a ditch. I hope you find your way Stinky, its a tough hole to get out of.