zknarc
Rising Star
Having read about a lot of positive info about ketamine and depression I decided to try it. Anyway, I cannot say it was very positive at all and I have no idea how on earth people enjoy (or even get addicted to) it. It felt like salvia’s older evil sister had taken me on a night out and got me blackout drunk in a dark seedy dirty nightclub and ditched me.
I insufflated only 60mg which I expected would be a mild experience but instead within about 10-15mins I was totally incapacitated with a body that felt like it was made of heavy lumps of rubber. I had very strong feeling of tumbling down and being thrown around with random flashes of things that for some reason I did not recognise. I had no idea where I was, who I was or that I had taken anything but there was no fear or anxiety with it. This lasted just over 1hr.
It took almost 5hrs to be able to feel physically to walk around without any wobbliness or numbness and I was left with a heavy, dirty filthy hangover feeling that lasted the rest of the day. Not to be repeated! I can see why the regretamine label comes from. How on earth this has a reputation as a party drug I have no idea.
I have to say though, my depression does sometimes feel a reasonable amount better.
I insufflated only 60mg which I expected would be a mild experience but instead within about 10-15mins I was totally incapacitated with a body that felt like it was made of heavy lumps of rubber. I had very strong feeling of tumbling down and being thrown around with random flashes of things that for some reason I did not recognise. I had no idea where I was, who I was or that I had taken anything but there was no fear or anxiety with it. This lasted just over 1hr.
It took almost 5hrs to be able to feel physically to walk around without any wobbliness or numbness and I was left with a heavy, dirty filthy hangover feeling that lasted the rest of the day. Not to be repeated! I can see why the regretamine label comes from. How on earth this has a reputation as a party drug I have no idea.
I have to say though, my depression does sometimes feel a reasonable amount better.