8:54
Took 5mg MXE
took a shower, felt pretty iffy. Now like I planned to distract from trying day-after cathinones and maybe create a get-things-done state in 6-7 hours from now.(MXE after-effect are stimulating and very nice happening at ~+6-7 hours)
Gonna dose kinda like the methylone but instead I'll do 5 5 5 15.
9:44
feeling weird. Strong for 5mg I think.
9:59
took 5mg more.
feeling very get-things-done actually. Quite suprisingly.
10:07
not feeling anything for sure. could just be it is much clearer and less side-effecty.
10:11
feeling pessimistic right now for some reason.
Maybe it is just lagging on the come-up or something though.
11:07
took the MXE rinse so likely 5-7mg at 10:49 (I dissolve it in water at ~1mg per drop and store it in dime-bags)
Feeling weird now. Little giddy
11:18
getting a little clearer and calmer I think.
11:37
heart started pounding so took the remainder of the 5-htp cap from earlier.
11:48
feel very far from sober. Quite intense.
Not scary or anything though.
11:59
took 5mg more, feeling pretty uneasy though.
Unsure what it will do.
12:30
took 5mg more MXE.
That one seemed to do more good than bad, still hard to tell really though.
12:56
gonna take 5mg more at like 12:59 or something then I'll be done I think
12:57
took 500mg l-tyrosine.
feeling a little bored and mildly tripped out.
1:03
took 5mg more just now.
feeling pretty *takes full 5-htp cap* tripped.
1:12
feeling uneasy.
don't really think day-after-cathinone is best for larger dose MXE.
Also unsure how amazing this tactic is with MXE.
Yes it worked and it is clearer each time but it is really long....
1:42
playing some co op ai. (League of legends, versus computers so it is really easy)
1:52
dude this stuff is fucked,
1:55
just took 32mg methylone.
Logically I don't think it will produce anything large but I smoked just alittle D beforehand so it maybe will do something interesting... (I stumbled upon and interesting effect from smoking DMT, then 5-htp then methylone for something similar to a hippie-flip, untested properly though)
Seriously this stuff is fucked, Like swap my brain for someone else's fucked....
1:57 (Smoked >15mg, just wanted pupil dilation)
I am like compelled to not close my eyes cayse I get slight vertigo so when smoking D it is fucked.
Just really really weird state really...
1:58
also kinda not very compulsed to record or write anything I think about.
Really weeeeeird.
2:00
took a little, 1like 100mg bulk 5-htp... (full 100mg caps have filler, so actually amount is a little less than 4 times the bulk)
odded to shit really...
2:04
no dilation, feeling little uneasy.
2:10
feeling a little buzz, no dilation. kinda fuzzy.ness...
2:17
took 14mg more methylone.
feeling a little short of breath. So I suppose I should be careful.
Have the solution at 1mg/drop planning 10mg doses..
2:21
it is weird. I only vaguely remember what happened on any given entries...
2:29
Gonna redose 10mg more at 2:32. Feeling odd right now.
2:32
took 10mg more methylone.
so I have I think a total of ... 64 or something plus the 32mg.
I do have the mind to know that if I don't get anything good off of 96mg then it is not a good idea to do any more.
2:40
kinda feel dirty.
forcing the effect by smoking a little D.
It is the MXE im sure though.
it's pretty fucked.
Yet to get my pupils <40% (0% is sober, 100% is the max they dilate to)
but tripped out OEVs and junk. really crazy actually...
anyway it's kinda like overwhelming but not overwhelming and junk.. I dunno.
2:44
took 10mg more methylone.
Couldn't tell you whether it was urge or curiousity or craving.... I don't really know what's what right now...
I had a hard time counting to 10... honest!
2:53
took 10mg more.
dunno if it was neccessary or it the last one was felt.... i dunno.
2:58
getting a little uneasy.. not physically... I don't think
3:00
feeling fuzzy now I believe.
Tried to look at some (XXX) videos but interest is super low.
3:02
getting very pessimistic now.
gonna take the rest...
3:03
took the rest.
was 16-17mg I think..
Also took the remainder of a 5-htp cap. Took ~100mg bulk like 20 minutes ago or something as well.
3:05
pupils still never got >40%
weird. feels like they should be.
Also when I saw tracers from the D it felt like they should be too...
3:08
feeling distractable, kinda un-pleasable.
Very fuzzy though.... really fuzzy...
3:13
dude it is fucked how weird my memory is and how bad it is...
Kinda getting a little tripped out by it.
3:16
to be honest I've be avidly searching for the timing on previous entries cause it almost seems like what I've experienced on Weed and DMT that I feel that I won't be normal again.. sure I will be but this is damn trippy and junk.
3:32
still neutrally fucked.
gonna pass the time with some co op ai.
4:11
that was whack and tripped out.
The side-effects are MUCH MUCH less than on the 5mg. But I am so fucked...
Highest I've been on MXE for sure. btw.