Old machinehead
Rising Star
The Singularity
This space is the hardest for me to experience, is very uncomfortable, sometimes causing me a moment moment of nausea before I black out. I have two descriptions of this space and will do my best to describe it. This space is more than a space as it is infinite in nature and crushing in spirit. #1 (closed eye) This space can appear as a swirling mass, rotating in all directions. Colours and patterns of intricate complexity undulate within themselves and the swirling mass. I begin to hear or feel it inside of me. It says this is where you were before you were born, and where you go before you are born again(die), this is the point from which all conscience resides and reality is concieved. I see everything being taken away me, everything I am, everything I love. I am alone, no body, total confusion and fear sets in as I am convinced I'm passing on into the singularity. At this point I am sucked into the singularity, experiencing a very bright, shining darkness and shot through a tunnel of light, then shown the infinite functions and processes of the universe. #2 (open eye) This space started out as my living room and is the most intense thing I have ever experienced. As I began to come-up all my senses merged together. I could hear the high pitched crackle of the veil being torn and I couldn't tell the difference between open and closed, eye's or nose or mouth. I felt myself falling into myself and was no longer me. Everything in the room started morphing into everything else and intense visuals consisting of fast, complex, interwoven, multi-dimensional fluid mechanics happening at light speed appeared and quickly filled the space. Time has stopped, and and the room I started in no longer exists. I watch everything I know as reality being consumed by the singularity as it enters the space I'm in and assumes it as it's own. I am only aware of myself because of an extreme sense of mourning and the fear that I'll never be again. I felt trapped. I am no longer on this plane of existence and engulfed in the infinite singularity. The understanding if conscious re-iteration was shown to me. I feel this sense of someone asking me if I found what I was looking for and was given back to myself. Great peace and a sense of gratitude came over me and I was filled with so much joy. At this point I was able to close my eyes and enter a different world.
This space is the hardest for me to experience, is very uncomfortable, sometimes causing me a moment moment of nausea before I black out. I have two descriptions of this space and will do my best to describe it. This space is more than a space as it is infinite in nature and crushing in spirit. #1 (closed eye) This space can appear as a swirling mass, rotating in all directions. Colours and patterns of intricate complexity undulate within themselves and the swirling mass. I begin to hear or feel it inside of me. It says this is where you were before you were born, and where you go before you are born again(die), this is the point from which all conscience resides and reality is concieved. I see everything being taken away me, everything I am, everything I love. I am alone, no body, total confusion and fear sets in as I am convinced I'm passing on into the singularity. At this point I am sucked into the singularity, experiencing a very bright, shining darkness and shot through a tunnel of light, then shown the infinite functions and processes of the universe. #2 (open eye) This space started out as my living room and is the most intense thing I have ever experienced. As I began to come-up all my senses merged together. I could hear the high pitched crackle of the veil being torn and I couldn't tell the difference between open and closed, eye's or nose or mouth. I felt myself falling into myself and was no longer me. Everything in the room started morphing into everything else and intense visuals consisting of fast, complex, interwoven, multi-dimensional fluid mechanics happening at light speed appeared and quickly filled the space. Time has stopped, and and the room I started in no longer exists. I watch everything I know as reality being consumed by the singularity as it enters the space I'm in and assumes it as it's own. I am only aware of myself because of an extreme sense of mourning and the fear that I'll never be again. I felt trapped. I am no longer on this plane of existence and engulfed in the infinite singularity. The understanding if conscious re-iteration was shown to me. I feel this sense of someone asking me if I found what I was looking for and was given back to myself. Great peace and a sense of gratitude came over me and I was filled with so much joy. At this point I was able to close my eyes and enter a different world.