Exp. Report Oh my Gosh!

[Caminante]

Back from the "beyond" . A journey of an hour and a quarter. I nearly mess my pants (literally) upon finding myself exposed—even just grazed—by that tremendous POWER. My God!!! I asked myself why I do these things. The POWER is terrifying, almost humanly unbearable. Colors, shapes, and beings beyond all comprehension and imagination. Almost no messages this time; just the usual "scanning" of the mind: the beings came and opened my mind (literally), like brain surgery while I was fully conscious. The only thing I recognize as a message was: "don't seek duration, seek intensity." Exquisite realms of shapes and colors—so beautiful that they gave the sensation that such beauty is deadly, that such beauty can kill. One catches mere glimpses (yet remains aware of both the "mere" and the "glimpsing") of impossible mysteries manifesting right before one's eyes. My God!!!—partly ecstatic, partly terrified—that was all my mind could stammer in those moments . I am using words where I know full well they don't apply, but it is the only way I know to convey even a faint idea of it. Amen. The sacred is beautiful and terrifying.

 

[Caminante]

It has been a long time—at least a year and a half—since I attempted such a profound journey, due to health reasons (COVID?). What leaves me somewhat perplexed is that it always feels familiar at the start—with what I understand is called the "chrysanthemum" here (which, in my case, is always a blue-green color)—and then gives way to more intense, colorful visions that are also familiar to me (though I don't know how to describe them; they look like a sort of "mosaic" of impossible colors and shapes). Finally, I arrive at a "space" that also features shapes and colors, but with "softer" forms; at this point, I’m always surprised because they are never the same—they are unimaginable and distinct from the previous two stages.
It also always happens that, at the beginning, I feel an "energy" passing through and taking over me—like a kind of "electricity" that doesn't shock me but invariably scares me to death due to its tremendous intensity. Thank God, it subsides significantly after that.
Another thing that happens is that I sometimes hear voices talking to each other about the reason for my presence there, as if they want to figure out why I’ve appeared and for what purpose. I invariably feel as though they are "scanning" or "opening" my mind to find out. It is at this point that the strangest entities tend to appear, and I realize they are the ones asking the questions. On some occasions, I even receive a brief indication regarding the journey itself or my life.
So, I’d like to ask experienced travelers if they go through this sort of "sequence" or "stages" in their journeys, if they experience that terrifyingly powerful "energy," and how they manage to deal with it.
I always begin these journeys with—if not panic, then something very close to it—because I know that energy is somewhat inevitable. Thank God, I eventually calm down (a little). I’m grateful in advance to anyone who takes the trouble to answer my questions. Feel free to comment however you wish. Many thanks!!!

 

[brettsta]

Hi , although DMT effects us all different ways there is without doubt a similarity between many of our experiences , one is that electricity you talk about , all consuming electric? energy waves . I'm familiar with that especially with eyes open , I sit bolt upright arms in the air , total engulfing and yes it's extremely intense and emotional.

 

[brettsta]

. The POWER is terrifying, almost humanly unbearable. Colors, shapes, and beings beyond all comprehension and imagination.

And yes love those words , that's DMT it's pure WOW