I decided to smoke DMT on this year's winter solstice. To be specific I smoked 20mg harmine followed quickly by 12mg DMT. By the time I even loaded up the DMT, I had completely forgotten it was the solstice or any sort of special occasion. I found myself in a beautifully intricate Egyptian temple. I've had a number of Egyptian themed visions, but this one had a somewhat unique flavor. There was lots of gold and turquoise. Pretty much the only detail that I can remember that I can actually put to words was this gigantic bird that was mechanically kicking its legs back and forth. It was very tall, but pretty narrow with extremely long twiggy legs, and was easily making itself the center of attention. I eventually opened my eyes causing a matrix of these birds to flood the room.
Later on chat, I was wondering aloud if perhaps the solstice had anything to do with my visions. After all, the Egyptians were heavily concerned with astrology and the winter solstice seems like quite the important astrological event. If only I were keeping the solstice more in mind during my actual experience, I thought, perhaps I could have found some clues. In any event, I was shot down in chat being told that I bring to the experience what's in my head and so on.
I became slightly discourage, but it gave me the motivation to see if I could find this wacky bird relating to the Egyptian's view of the solstice. So the first thing I tried googling was "Egyptian solstice symbols". It didn't bring much help. I recalled that Horace has a bird form, but the birds looked nothing like each other. Whenever I remember seeing Horace as a bird, he's ever so slightly plump with short legs whereas the bird I saw had really long, twig legs with a narrow body. I decided to change my search to "Egyptian bird symbols". Sure enough, a handful of results pop up right off the bat that look to match rather perfectly the description of the bird I saw. It is apparently called the "Benu Bird". I checked about five sites, and they all say similar things. Here are some details about the bird that seem to be repeated in description after description:
-It's linked to the Phoenix (may have been its predecessor)
-It's a "bird of the sun" and undergoes death to symbolize rebirth
-Deity associated with division of time
-It's a heron
-Identified with Temple of the Sun at Heliopolis (revered by the Egyptians as sacred place from which the sun god in the form of the Benu Bird arose cyclically to renew Egypt)
-Symbol of Osiris
-Described as a large bird
I feel that the fact that it is a "bird of the sun", associated with the division of time and symbolizes the death-rebirth motif are all themes that scream winter solstice. Furthermore, it's both described as a large bird (which was the only verbal description I could tack on it for a while) and it is clearly to me, the representation of what I was seeing. Do I think this is significant? Yes. I smoked DMT on the solstice (forgetting it was the solstice during the experience), encountered (and later identified) an Egyptian symbol with which I was completely unfamiliar that turns out to symbolize themes that go hand in hand with the winter solstice of which I was completely unaware. I don't believe it was chance, or all in my head.
Later on chat, I was wondering aloud if perhaps the solstice had anything to do with my visions. After all, the Egyptians were heavily concerned with astrology and the winter solstice seems like quite the important astrological event. If only I were keeping the solstice more in mind during my actual experience, I thought, perhaps I could have found some clues. In any event, I was shot down in chat being told that I bring to the experience what's in my head and so on.
I became slightly discourage, but it gave me the motivation to see if I could find this wacky bird relating to the Egyptian's view of the solstice. So the first thing I tried googling was "Egyptian solstice symbols". It didn't bring much help. I recalled that Horace has a bird form, but the birds looked nothing like each other. Whenever I remember seeing Horace as a bird, he's ever so slightly plump with short legs whereas the bird I saw had really long, twig legs with a narrow body. I decided to change my search to "Egyptian bird symbols". Sure enough, a handful of results pop up right off the bat that look to match rather perfectly the description of the bird I saw. It is apparently called the "Benu Bird". I checked about five sites, and they all say similar things. Here are some details about the bird that seem to be repeated in description after description:
-It's linked to the Phoenix (may have been its predecessor)
-It's a "bird of the sun" and undergoes death to symbolize rebirth
-Deity associated with division of time
-It's a heron
-Identified with Temple of the Sun at Heliopolis (revered by the Egyptians as sacred place from which the sun god in the form of the Benu Bird arose cyclically to renew Egypt)
-Symbol of Osiris
-Described as a large bird
I feel that the fact that it is a "bird of the sun", associated with the division of time and symbolizes the death-rebirth motif are all themes that scream winter solstice. Furthermore, it's both described as a large bird (which was the only verbal description I could tack on it for a while) and it is clearly to me, the representation of what I was seeing. Do I think this is significant? Yes. I smoked DMT on the solstice (forgetting it was the solstice during the experience), encountered (and later identified) an Egyptian symbol with which I was completely unfamiliar that turns out to symbolize themes that go hand in hand with the winter solstice of which I was completely unaware. I don't believe it was chance, or all in my head.


