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Oly has definitely done the work, folks. Check out some of his experience reports.

I'm just echoing an age- old conclusion here, but I think that, BY DEFINITION, God is unprovable. You can either choose to believe, or not. I personally find beliefs to be limiting, so I keep an open mind.
 
The idea that some chemicals got together and reacted and formed new things etc and eventually those things became conscious and aware and started evolving and branching off all over the universe and voila here we are. Why is that story so unbelievable to god fearing folks? Its a lovely natural story that doesnt involve psychotic supernatural forces.

As i said religious people are pretty nutty :)
 
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I may have directed my general assumptions that people who say what you say generally have not looked for the evidence they want others to provide... but those assumptions are nearly always true. To really avail yourself of the evidence of divine beings, you have to really try... often for decades. Exceptions abound, but most of the people who find such evidence put in a ton of blood, sweat & tears, and went well past their wits end.

I don't know you personally, and have no idea what you consider a lot of work in this regards. I have no idea what practices you did, or how much sacrifice and austerity you underwent. Why don't I know this? Because you never mentioned it.

I responded to the posts you actually wrote. If you wanted to make a case for your seeking and not finding... you could have made that case. But as it is, you did not.

While I did mention you by name 2x in my last post, it should be clear that I was addressing a vast number of people who demand proof be given to them and have never even contemplated doing any legwork themselves.

My point is thus still valid even (especially) if it happens to not apply to you. The fact is that all spiritual systems I am aware of are arduous and no one ever made the claim that finding the ultimate would be easy. So, your idea that
Olympus Mons said:
If there was a God I think there would be solid evidence for that being. It makes nonsense to me that an all powerful omnipotent creator can exist without ever leaving a single trace. Its illogical at best just plain silly IMO.
The fact that it makes nonsense (sic) to you doesn't mean that all the theologians and philosophers since the dawn of time are idiots... or as you said... silly. I challenged your claim that it is illogical, and whether my arguments are new or not, they are still valid... and pass the test of logic with flying colors. If you want to point out some logical fallacies in what I said, be my guest. I am always happy to have my mistakes pointed out to me.

But I think the crux of the matter is that there is no objective proof of ANYTHING. Materialism is not more provable than Spiritualism or Rationalism or any other stance.

You can call me arrogant for responding to what you actually said, and not projecting overly about your level of esoteric commitment in your past.

I could say that your original posts on the subject are arrogant for assuming what G*d can and can not do with his "all powerful omnipotence." But generally, I find it to be poor debate technique to assume that attacking the morality of a debater does anything to mitigate their argument.

I am assuming, but I think you know what those words you chose to use mean. Thus, nothing is impossible for such a being. And yet you follow that statement with continued assertions about what is possible or "beyond illogical" for a being that is, by definition, beyond your logic. You purport to know that if this being existed, there should be evidence (not necessarily) AND simultaneously ignore the fact that millions of people throughout time have had evidence that was convincing to them revealed for them in some fashion or another.


DeMenTed --->

You are free to think that everyone who feels they have personal and solid proof of the existence of a divine being is a "freakin whakjob" or say that "most of the people associated with god are nutters." I am even willing to bet that Oly won't be calling you out on your arrogance. ;) But you must realize that you are making unsubstantiated claims and ad hominem attacks on legions of people you know absolutely nothing about.

I hate to whip out the old Ad Hominem card, as it, like most cards, is overplayed and generally inappropriately... as simply insulting people is not an Ad Hominem Logical Fallacy. But what you have done, IS classic ad hominem on top of an enthememe no less. You are assuming that because some people who have claimed divine revelation are quite possibly crazy, that therefore most people who make such claims are also insane. And, you do this as an argument against your sole argument against the beliefs and experiences of millions of people.

You didn`t even bother to state this as your opinion, but claim with certainty that A) All those people are freakin whackjobs B) The likelihood of G*d's existence is pretty minimal. and C) that most people associated with G*d are nutters. You present absolutely no evidence for any of these wild statements which, logically would be rather difficult to prove.

Any statement prefaced with the word all (or any absolute for that matter) is something like 99% of the time false. This is why debate team members are trained to look for such statements as they inevitably open a door by which the opponent can be made to look foolish. As for likelihood being minimal... by what benchmark? How did you measure the likelihood of this? And most people associated with G*d being nutters? This is self evident as there are plenty of rational sane people who are thusly associated.

Cherry picking a data set is also poor debate form. Everyone who believes they have proof of G*d is David Koresh or Jim Jones now? Please. Straw Man and Red Herring in a single sentence.

If you guys want to have a theological debate... let's go. But this is a rather poor start for both of you.
 
Crazyhorse said:
polytrip said:
Stating that the spirit is a separate identity from the mind, the counsciousness, etc, eventually would push the spirit out of the realm of anything that we could perceive as being part of ourselves, making the whole concept of spirituality as defined this way kind of pointless.


This is pretty much the Buddhist perspective on it, and why they don't believe in the individual "soul". Under careful observation (through meditation), they find that the self is empty of anything that can be called "soul" or "spirit". The mind is just the mind and houses our very temporary ego, the body is just the body and supports the functioning of the mind, so what can you point to and say "this is my true essence"?

They deny the existance of God for basically the same reason. Some schools believe in gods, plural, but consider them to be mortal representations of aspects of nature and the mind. Sort of like Jungian archetypes. But no big daddy Uber God. Sounds a lot like atheism, doesn't it? And yet, Buddhism is usually considered a spiritual belief, and even called a religion. Go figure.
I very much like budhism. But like you say: although no-one would call budhism non-spiritual, it doesn´t automatically imply either the existence or non-existence of unworldly phenomena. Whether budhists believe in god very much depends on their personal background or attitude towards life.
 
The people i named are freakin whackjobs, don't you agree?

I do believe that the existence of a god that created everything is pretty minimal as there isnt the slightest shred of evidence. The god you talk of is supposed to be aloving caring god. Why in his book the bible does he go around killing people that piss him off or why does he allow newborn kids to be born with agonizing incurable diseases? Thats not what is advertised in gods teachings so obviously someone is talking shit and i believe that someone is a human, quite possibly a nutter.

Most people associated with god are nutters. Just look at the killings going on because of peoples beliefs in the abrahamic god. I rest my case.

I believe that there is higher evolved lifeforms that quite possibly work in a heirarchyl system and can behave like a god to us because they are so much more evolved than us. But to think that one omnipotent being created everything else without there being any evidence is just plain ignorant imho. Peace man.
 
polytrip said:
Why would materialism automatically negate spirituality?

Because they are antithetical beliefs that in their definitions leave no room for common ground. You may just as well ask why light automatically negates darkness.

Spirituality is defined by a belief in things that transcend the material world.

Materialism is defined by the belief that there is NOTHING outside of the material world.

People have managed to blend the two, and most people are not fixed in one camp or the other IMO... but people are often able to hold two opposing thoughts in their mind simultaneously. Often they don't even recognize this. Never underestimate human ability to endure cognitive dissonance.

Why couldn´t the spirit/soul be the result of neural activity? Materialists certainly don´t deny that they have a mind, a counsciousness, feelings or a form of self-awareness.
If it was a result of neural activity it wouldn't be a spirit or a soul. Again this is the definition of the word. If you mean mind, then use mind. Spirit is something that transcends the material world.

I tend to think of mind, spirit and soul to be mostly synonymous in practice... but then I am coming at it from the other direction. I don't think that the material world is real. Like the Buddhists that you seem to admire to some degree... I believe that this world is an illusion. A persistent dream of sorts. Thus, there is no brain for mind to be a product of... except here within the illusion. The mind that we transcend the illusion with is thus a subset of our true spirit or soul as it exists outside of the illusion.
 
I would be very interested to hear of your views on what you think you were before you came to be alive on this earth hyperspace fool? Were you nothing that didn't exist or were you a soul waiting in line to join the world?

I tend to believe that we always have been and always will be but that we evolve in mind body and soul. Do have any views on this type of thinking?
 
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DeMenTed said:
The people i named are freakin whackjobs, don't you agree?

Quite likely, but I never met any of them, and have no mental health records of their ever being examined by someone qualified to make that assessment. I am fairly sure you are speaking colloquially, but even there, I must leave room for the idea that Jim Jones (for instance), as part of the MK Ultra program... knew exactly what he was doing. Perhaps he was evil and not crazy at all. I have no idea.

I do believe that the existence of a god that created everything is pretty minimal as there isnt the slightest shred of evidence. The god you talk of is supposed to be aloving caring god. Why in his book the bible does he go around killing people that piss him off or why does he allow newborn kids to be born with agonizing incurable diseases? Thats not what is advertised in gods teachings so obviously someone is talking shit and i believe that someone is a human, quite possibly a nutter.

1) The fact that you have had no evidence presented to you doesn't mean that evidence doesn't exist.

2) The G*d I talk of is clearly NOT the Abrahamic god represented in 85% of the Bible. I have already stated my opinion that this character is cobbled together from a variety of Sumerian type gods that later had a sheen of monotheism thrown over them. This is a long thread, so I don't look down on anyone for skimming it, skipping over entire pages or simply forgetting what we have already discussed.

3) I don't consider the Bible to be G*d's book. I agree that this is a laughable conjecture. It is clearly the work of a large number of people over a large number of centuries, and most of these groups had ulterior motives for manipulating it. The fact that every branch of Christianity chooses to include different books in their official cannonization and accepts a variety of different apocrypha is ample evidence that there is not one Bible... the Ethiopian Orthodox Bible has as many as 81 books in it for example.

Most people associated with god are nutters. Just look at the killings going on because of peoples beliefs in the abrahamic god. I rest my case.
You have not made a case. This isn't even a syllogism with a missing component.

People who kill in the name of their god are IMHO nutters... but you do realize that this is a tiny percentage of people who are associated with gods. Do you think Ghandi & MLK were nutters? Even modern god-pop writers like Eckhart Tolle and Neil Donald Walsch are clearly not crazy... whatever you think of their books.

I believe that there is higher evolved lifeforms that quite possibly work in a heirarchyl system and can behave like a god to us because they are so much more evolved than us. But to think that one omnipotent being created everything else without there being any evidence is just plain ignorant imho. Peace man.
I also believe this.

You might be interested to know that this belief alone makes you a theist. Theism is not restricted to Abrahamic belief systems... and is not tied to religion.
 
polytrip said:
it doesn´t automatically imply either the existence or non-existence of unworldly phenomena. Whether budhists believe in god very much depends on their personal background or attitude towards life.

Ummm... not according to the Dalai Lama, or any other Buddhist authority or authentic Dharma teachings I've ever heard of. :surprised Goggle will give you a ton of references on this but Wikipedia is about as good a starting place as any. Mortal gods with limited powers living in the "heavenly realms", sure, Tibetan buddhism in particular is full of them. But any supreme God figure would directly contradict the teachings of dependent arising and emptiness, which are central to the whole philosophy. God can't arise dependentaly like everything else, since God created everything. Or at least that's my understanding of it, though I'd be very interested in learning about anything specific you know of to the contrary.

Now, I don't doubt there are people who somehow rationalize and justify this contradiction to themselves,but it does go directly against what Buddha taught so is it really Buddhism? I've personally got no problem with anyone claiming either the existence or non existence of God, but technically yeah to the best of my knowledge the major schools of Buddhist doctorine outright say "Nope, no God, no Soul." Otherwise how's it any different from Hinduism?
 
Hyperspace Fool said:
polytrip said:
Why would materialism automatically negate spirituality?

Because they are antithetical beliefs that in their definitions leave no room for common ground. You may just as well ask why light automatically negates darkness.

Spirituality is defined by a belief in things that transcend the material world.

Materialism is defined by the belief that there is NOTHING outside of the material world.

People have managed to blend the two, and most people are not fixed in one camp or the other IMO... but people are often able to hold two opposing thoughts in their mind simultaneously. Often they don't even recognize this. Never underestimate human ability to endure cognitive dissonance.

Why couldn´t the spirit/soul be the result of neural activity? Materialists certainly don´t deny that they have a mind, a counsciousness, feelings or a form of self-awareness.
If it was a result of neural activity it wouldn't be a spirit or a soul. Again this is the definition of the word. If you mean mind, then use mind. Spirit is something that transcends the material world.

I tend to think of mind, spirit and soul to be mostly synonymous in practice... but then I am coming at it from the other direction. I don't think that material world is real. Like the Buddhists that you seem to admire to some degree... I believe that this world is an illusion. A persistent dream of sorts. Thus, there is no brain for mind to be a product of... except here within the illusion. The mind that we transcend the illusion with is thus a subset of our true spirit or soul as it exists outside of the illusion.
OK, i get what you´re saying. I also tend to think that mind, spirit and soul basically refer to the same thing. I do however disagree with your definition of the word. I think that you and i basically agree that the world of the phenomena and the world of the spirit are not separate and can not be completely separate either.

Where you and i seem to disagree is that you believe that because the world of the phenomena is an illusion, the material world is an illusion as well, where i think that if the phenomana are an illusion, that would mean that the nature of substance is just different from what we perceive it to be, but that this illusion would still HAVE substance, even if we would have to call that substance 'spirit' or something else:
If the material world is an illusion, that illusion would still be real and therefore would have be formed out of something. Then what we call matter would simply be the force of our interaction with this illusion, so it would not be matter as what we think it is. But there would be something behind what we call matter. In other words: when we touch something and we say that the thing we touch is matter, we do touch SOMETHING, we just don´t know what. But to call it matter is not completely senseless because that term is simply our way to acces this substance of wich we don´t know it´s nature but of wich we do recognize it´s very existence. Just like, within the material world, it still makes sense to call something a rock, even though it´s actually a bunch of molecules lumped toghether. 'rock' is just our way of perceiving or accessing this bunch of molecules. The word 'rock' doesn´t negate the existence of molecules. 'rock' is the result of the interaction of our senses with these molecules. So if this world would be an illusion, 'matter' would be the result of our interaction with this substance that may be spirit, god or whatever.

At least that´s how i see it. The word matter is just a 'handle'.
 
Crazyhorse said:
polytrip said:
it doesn´t automatically imply either the existence or non-existence of unworldly phenomena. Whether budhists believe in god very much depends on their personal background or attitude towards life.

Ummm... not according to the Dalai Lama, or any other Buddhist authority or authentic Dharma teachings I've ever heard of. :surprised Goggle will give you a ton of references on this but Wikipedia is about as good a starting place as any. Mortal gods with limited powers living in the "heavenly realms", sure, Tibetan buddhism in particular is full of them. But any supreme God figure would directly contradict the teachings of dependent arising and emptiness, which are central to the whole philosophy. God can't arise dependentaly like everything else, since God created everything. Or at least that's my understanding of it, though I'd be very interested in learning about anything specific you know of to the contrary. I've personally got no problem with anyone claiming either the existence or non existence of God, but technically yeah to the best of my knowledge the major schools of Buddhist doctorine outright say "Nope, no God, no Soul." Otherwise how's it any different from Hinduism?
There are budhists who have incorporated hinduism, taoism or animism into their philosophy. It´s a philosophy that can be reinvented endlessly. Basically because the essence of budhist philosophy is that it´s a sort of practical psychology. It´s practicality comes first. So if any religious person would want to use the psychological insights provided by budhism, there is no law that forbids him doing this. How he would want to put it all toghether coherently is the persons own responsibility. I suppose it´s possible.
 
Yeah sorry hyperspace fool. When i talk of god i automatically associate it with the abrahamic christian, jewish and muslim god. The leaders of those religions love starting wars. I did say most godly people are nutters, clearly all of them aren't nutters. I did do a bit of whitewashing, sorry about that.

I must admit i have very little knowledge on the god you are talking about. Iam open to the idea of a god or a heirarchyl system of gods, i think i'm gnostic, im not sure what the name is for what i believe.

I believe in life :)
 
DeMenTed said:
Yeah sorry hyperspace fool. When i talk of god i automatically associate it with the abrahamic christian, jewish and muslim god. The leaders of those religions love starting wars. I did say most godly people are nutters, clearly all of them aren't nutters.
Most people have the tendency to look up at authority figures. I think thát´s the real problem. Not the religiousness of these people as such.
 
polytrip said:
There are budhists who have incorporated hinduism, taoism or animism into their philosophy. It´s a philosophy that can be reinvented endlessly. Basically because the essence of budhist philosophy is that it´s a sort of practical psychology. It´s practicality comes first. So if any religious person would want to use the psychological insights provided by budhism, there is no law that forbids him doing this. How he would want to put it all toghether coherently is the persons own responsibility. I suppose it´s possible.

Well sure, just like there's no law saying I can't call myself a True Christian at the same time I go around saying there was never any such person as Jesus, or that he wasn't the Son of God, and it was Satan that really died for our sins, or somesuch. But it would sure piss a lot of people off! :p

Animisim and Particularly Taoism aren't really in conflict, since they don't require an all powerful creator deity. Buddhism plus the idea of a soul and a creator god is pretty much just Hinduism anyway, so trying to combine those seems fairly pointless. But it would take some serious mental gymnastics to accept even the most basic buddhist ideas, and still believe in the abrahamic God. Although I don't doubt there are some people out there who manage it anyway. Just like they justify killing each other in epic numbers in spite of that whole "Thou shalt not" thing. :roll:
 
DeMenTed said:
I would be very interested to hear of your views on what you think you were before you came to be alive on this earth hyperspace fool? Were you nothing that didn't exist or were you a soul waiting in line to join the world?

I tend to believe that we always have been and always will be but that we evolve in mind body and soul. Do have any views on this type of thinking?

Hard to say... my view on this changes.

There are a lot of ways to imagine this, but

1) I am not entirely convinced that we are actually alive in the sense people believe it.

2) I don't think our linear sense of time accurately describes or encapsulates my multidimensional, non-linear experiences... and I think the thing we call time, that we take for granted, even if "real") would only apply to this world. Thus, any existence we have outside of this world would not be bound by it...

3) For these reasons, I tend to avoid talking about "before" I was born, "after" death, and past lives. Though I think these are, in fact, things that are worth thinking about and discussing. I just see it a lot more like dreaming. When in any given dream, the rules (i.e. laws of nature, history, and timelines) of that dream appear to be real and binding... until they don't. At which point you have transcended the dream to some degree, and have the choice to leave the dream and go to another one, make one up yourself, stick around and make a mockery of the rules that now are not applicable to you... or whatever else you can imagine.

I agree with the "always have been and always will be" if only because of the same time issues I addressed before. I am not sure if we evolve in the basic sense, or if we merely appear to evolve when playing the ego games... I think that if time is illusory and eternity the basic state, then the ultimate version of you (your highest self) already exists and always has... Even more of a head trip, is that this being would, in all likelihood, be one with all of creation and thus make you yourself coexistent with or some type of G*d.
 
@ Polytrip

As is often the case here, it seems we just use these words a bit differently... which is fine.

To address your intriguing speculation on matter just being a "handle" for something that is real even if the world of phenomena is illusory... I suppose I just think that all of these illusions take place in a giant mind. One that I am a part of as well.

I touch rocks all the time in dreams, but they are made out of my mind despite having all the requisite characteristics of "material" rocks. I have even done chemistry experiments and made spice extractions in dreams... of course on one occasion, the laws of nature were altered to the point that nothing functioned as I expected and the spice came out glowing neon blue. Naturally, this made me go lucid and I felt foolish for wasting time extracting something that I could manifest with a snap of my fingers... and was thoroughly unnecessary to boot, given that I could just will myself to hyperspace.
 
About Buddhism being non-theistic... Creator in Buddhism - Wikipedia

An interesting primer. It is not so simple to define Buddhists as non-theistic or atheistic. Fact is that the veneration of Bodhisattvas, Taras, Enlightened Devas and the like which is present in much of the Buddhist world is basically identical to the Theism present in many forms of Hinduism or polytheism.

In essence, Buddha was himself a Hindu... much like Jesus was a Jew.

Furthermore, believing the world to not have a creator doesn't make one non-theistic. Pantheism, in particular, jives perfectly well with the Buddhist concepts.

At any rate, conflating the Theraveda of South East Asia with the Chan of China, the Zen of Japan, or the Buddhism of Tibet, Bhutan and Nepal... to say nothing of the original North Indian Buddhism... is a bit of a stretch. If anything, they are more dissimilar than the various branches of Abrahamic religion. Just as a Jehovah's Witness will not have that much in common with a Catholic or a Russian Orthodox.

Oftentimes people familiar with one Buddhist branch (i.e. Tibetan Buddhism) will make assumptions that simply don't hold true in other parts of the Buddhist world.
 
Hf and others, let me put to rest another assumption people keep making that is wrong. You all keep saying how naive of me to expect God to come and play by my rules proving itself to me. Ive never said such a thing nor have I demanded proof. Ive asked for EVIDENCE of its existence which is not proof but at least something i can understand taking on a very important belief such as this.

I have never said i need to see it with my own eyes or as HF wrote my "puny senses" in fact I dont think what i see taste or touch can always be trusted especially not when it comes to visions or hyper-space. I understand what many of you dont, that your very own eyes and experiences can easily fool you and thats a main motivator for me to get people to understand. I feel its short sighted to believe everything you experience with psychs and the same applys to God IMO.

Ive made the statement that if this creating power God exists there should be evidence and some keep thinking im asking to see or talk to a God Im so lazily expecting to come to me. Im talking about detection through mathematics or physics and I stand up for this idea that its silly to think a force, a being so impactful and interactive in creating nature would just be impossible to detect through sciences. And if this is the case by some peoples own admission ...why the hell would anyone believe in it!?

HF- you said you went ahead and assumed I did nothing on my part to find these answers because I didn't go ahead and boast my adventures. well thats not my style and because i didn't I dont see what gives you the right to assume i just want to believe in no God by choice. Nothing could be further than the truth.

I spent months in the amazon going deeper into my mind than I ever dreamed possible. My experiences there made all my experiences in the past decade at home alone in silent darkness look like a walk in the park. I was ripped to pieces and re built from the ground up. I bordered on madness for a while and good people like Trav and Swimfriend brought me back to earth to stay grounded for my remaining time.

Many , many of my experiences were about God including a face to face sit down conversation one that triggered a memory that Ive actually had contact with this Entity that calls itself God 5 other times in my life.

I never felt closer to understanding the truth as in that time period but a series of ceremonies following that contact with God plus massive quite integration and writing got me to the point of view I hold now. There is no GOD and its a beautiful thing. I didnt just wake up and decide this is what I wished to believe so stop saying that!

If anything I fought it for a long time because i so wanted to believe in God. In the end I just couldnt because i see no reason for a God to exist and I have never heard an argument here or elsewhere that would change my stance.
 
Maybe you are all just discussing different gods and hence the main disagreement?

Personally, I see the image of bearded god or some person-like being making favors and punishing, as absurd. Beliefs in general are pretty awkward, because you can believe anything, and then you can believe it's contrary and it will be just as likely to be true. And yet people keep arguing endlessly about how one belief is better than the other (Whether that is a metaphysical or a materialistic belief).

IME everything that exists seems to be a hint of Something. It's like a caldron from where everything emanates, everything we see is a shimmering mirror of the totality, the One, the Endless Endlessness, The Pattern etc... I can understand if someone wants to call it God. I dont project human characteristics to it though.

I also agree that in a way one can perceive some aspects of this One, during alternative states of consciousness, but as oly said, I also think we can be deluded too. Our brain naturally looks for patterns, associations, totality and closure, for meaning... For example it's natural to see faces everywhere even when they are not, our brain is hard-wired for this. But some faces we see are real (as real as anything can be of course), so how do we know what is real and whats not? I guess the trick is not to take anything at face value, to experience what is to be experienced but come back and think critically, putting every experience in light of our tools (feelings, intellect/information, intuition, personal ethics etc) and integrating in daily life.


I understand there may be all sorts of different levels between us and One, with different structures and mechanisms guiding the existence of reality throughout the dimensions which might interact or not with each other. Maybe even there are other kinds of what could resemble beings/intelligences/nodes, who knows?? There may also be a 'twist' to the story we are all completely unaware of. In any case I think often people forget the difference between speculation/ideas/models and existence itself. Also there's so much focus on creating and spreading these beliefs, and the more basic but extremely importnt 'earthly priorities' are forgotten. Spirituality is in daily acts too.

I dont think any version of 'God' is complete if it doesn't go beyond simple beliefs but rather is lived with one's full being and permeates the continous path of trying to appreciate each moment, better oneself and help others, love boundlessly and work for having a clean conscience when our last breath comes.

I think people in this thread are, in a way, closer together in their ideas than they think :)
 
olympus mon said:
Hf and others, let me put to rest another assumption people keep making that is wrong. You all keep saying how naive of me to expect God to come and play by my rules proving itself to me. Ive never said such a thing nor have I demanded proof. Ive asked for EVIDENCE of its existence which is not proof but at least something i can understand taking on a very important belief such as this.

I have never said i need to see it with my own eyes or as HF wrote my "puny senses" in fact I dont think what i see taste or touch can always be trusted especially not when it comes to visions or hyper-space. I understand what many of you dont, that your very own eyes and experiences can easily fool you and thats a main motivator for me to get people to understand. I feel its short sighted to believe everything you experience with psychs and the same applys to God IMO.

Ive made the statement that if this creating power God exists there should be evidence and some keep thinking im asking to see or talk to a God Im so lazily expecting to come to me. Im talking about detection through mathematics or physics and I stand up for this idea that its silly to think a force, a being so impactful and interactive in creating nature would just be impossible to detect through sciences. And if this is the case by some peoples own admission ...why the hell would anyone believe in it!?

HF- you said you went ahead and assumed I did nothing on my part to find these answers because I didn't go ahead and boast my adventures. well thats not my style and because i didn't I dont see what gives you the right to assume i just want to believe in no God by choice. Nothing could be further than the truth.

I spent months in the amazon going deeper into my mind than I ever dreamed possible. My experiences there made all my experiences in the past decade at home alone in silent darkness look like a walk in the park. I was ripped to pieces and re built from the ground up. I bordered on madness for a while and good people like Trav and Swimfriend brought me back to earth to stay grounded for my remaining time.

Many , many of my experiences were about God including a face to face sit down conversation one that triggered a memory that Ive actually had contact with this Entity that calls itself God 5 other times in my life.

I never felt closer to understanding the truth as in that time period but a series of ceremonies following that contact with God plus massive quite integration and writing got me to the point of view I hold now. There is no GOD and its a beautiful thing. I didnt just wake up and decide this is what I wished to believe so stop saying that!

If anything I fought it for a long time because i so wanted to believe in God. In the end I just couldnt because i see no reason for a God to exist and I have never heard an argument here or elsewhere that would change my stance.

Specifically:
you said:
Im talking about detection through mathematics or physics and I stand up for this idea that its silly to think a force, a being so impactful and interactive in creating nature would just be impossible to detect through sciences.

I formulate this for you to ponder should you wish:

If in science one replaces the reference of the word "god" with a reference to the word "source"; The source of the scientific laws of "nature"(gravity, inertia, etcetera...) seem intelligent by design.

Vastly intelligent humans discovered these "laws". We have deciphered and created ways to manifest those "laws" in a physical way to be shared(scientific and mathematical languages, both written and spoken) among each other. Just as the nexus is helping further the entheogenic language.

I guess I am saying that the numbers and characters used to express science will not literally point to source IMO. But I feel that source can be easily seen "within" those expressions.

I am TERRIBLE with subtext but I know it exists....
 
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