So did I. And not even want to know, actually. I HAD to know. I wouldn't have it any other way. Once I heard about what was going on on the other side, I couldn't believe it. And now that I have seen it first hand with every hyperspatial aspect of my being, I still can not believe it.
If you want to know, whilst holding the key, you surely will.
What happens after that, is up to you.
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