Joe- I like your "gradient" model, that makes a lot of sense.
In my highest and brightest godhead experience, I felt like I had a direct view into the absolute core of reality; all of my self had aligned in a way that allowed a ray of the brightest light to shine upon me.
But I did not in any way grasp the absolute! I tasted it, for an electrifying, heart-stopping few seconds, before coming back into the room. And you know what happens when you come back from an experience like that? You return to your old self, maybe slightly changed but still a primate with feet that stink. And you interpret the experience according to who you are and what you know, including anything you have read, particularly scripture.
My godhead experiences have never been flavored like any of the manmade religions. They were flavored like me, because I was the one having the experience, filtering it into my mind. I am only capable, after all, of perceiving what I am wired to perceive.
And the thing that I got from these experiences, more than anything, is that we are truly and interconnectedly part of the entire whole; that the one true god is the totality of the whole thing, this thing that is you, that is me, that is all of us;
That God is Self in its wholeness.
In my highest and brightest godhead experience, I felt like I had a direct view into the absolute core of reality; all of my self had aligned in a way that allowed a ray of the brightest light to shine upon me.
But I did not in any way grasp the absolute! I tasted it, for an electrifying, heart-stopping few seconds, before coming back into the room. And you know what happens when you come back from an experience like that? You return to your old self, maybe slightly changed but still a primate with feet that stink. And you interpret the experience according to who you are and what you know, including anything you have read, particularly scripture.
My godhead experiences have never been flavored like any of the manmade religions. They were flavored like me, because I was the one having the experience, filtering it into my mind. I am only capable, after all, of perceiving what I am wired to perceive.
And the thing that I got from these experiences, more than anything, is that we are truly and interconnectedly part of the entire whole; that the one true god is the totality of the whole thing, this thing that is you, that is me, that is all of us;
That God is Self in its wholeness.
