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Want to break through but always get scared.
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It's not much. I just wanted to make sure I had the tek down right before I tried with alot
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Well guys. I finally did it and had a breakthrough. And the interesting part was I did it after eating 5 gs of albino penis envy shrooms . Idk why but I didn't have any fear.
You were so set on reaching it, so maybe it was your time. Don't forget to ground yourself in everyday reality now. It's just as important as any breakthrough.
Maybe write something about your experience if you have time and inspiration. May all be well. Happy New Moon.
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Yea. I mean it wasn't a huge one but it was like I was seeing the other side of reality. Ever seen one of them pictures that it's two different pictures depending on what angle your looking at it from. It was like I was seeing the other side of everything. Like everything turned inside out and I was in a new dimension.and then I felt like I was cumming out of my fingertips and toes and dissolving into everything around me.You were so set on reaching it, so maybe it was your time. Don't forget to ground yourself in everyday reality now. It's just as important as any breakthrough.
Maybe write something about your experience if you have time and inspiration. May all be well. Happy New Moon.
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It was beautiful
That's what a breakthrough is for me. Yes, you feel like you're going somewhere, but ultimately, it's the same place.
We just think that the door leads to higher realms, and colorful visual scenes confirm it for us. Yet, the door is open and located in the same endless space.
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Love this picture, so illustrative. Actually I think most of newcomers entering DMT realm are chasing breakthrough because they came across these prominent stories on youtube and think it's the only way DMT can be experienced in a meaningful way. Also, a lot of the newcomers are young people, which are more prone for chasing thrills than old carcasses like us.View attachment 111181
That's what a breakthrough is for me. Yes, you feel like you're going somewhere, but ultimately, it's the same place.
We just think that the door leads to higher realms, and colorful visual scenes confirm it for us. Yet, the door is open and located in the same endless space.
I've had my fair share of breakthrough experiences in the past but nowadays I don't find them as meaningful as low to moderate doses along with harmal. Now I look back, I realize that most of the time, my breakthrough experiences didn't lead to translate insights in acts a lot. When you're lucky enough to remember these insights.
I think most of the time our brain is not prepared to be flooded instantly by high DMT doses and utilize these experiences in a constructive way. I don't think breaking the universe or playing cards with aliens helps a lot to behave better in this world.
"In the 1800s in India, there was a great Saint named Rama Krishna Paramahansa. You might’ve heard of the book that was written about him called, “The gospel of Ramakrishna.” That was one of the first books that I read about this stuff and it blew my mind. In the book, well, I don’t even know if it’s in that book, but I saw a quote from him about the practice of the repetition of the name, which is what my Guru, Neem Karoli Baba, always encouraged us to do. Love everyone, serve everyone, and repeat the name. Remember God.
So, Rama Krishna said that every repetition of one of these names is a seed and, you know, the seed of an Oak tree is very, very small, but inside of that seed, there is extraordinary potential. So, inside these seeds that we plant of the repetition of the name is extraordinary potential, and he says that, the seeds of the repetition of the name may get caught by the wind and blown around, and they may get caught on the roof, land on the roof of an old house, in the middle of the jungle. And in those days, the roofs were made sometimes from clay tiles that were baked in the sun, and the seeds of the repetition of the names that we do get caught between those tiles, and then over time and seasons, rain, wind, snow, sun, those tiles begin to break down and they get soft, and at that point, the seeds of the repetition of the names start to take root, and the roots begin to grow, and they grow and they grow and they destroy the roof of this house, and they keep growing and they destroy the walls of the house. Ramakrishna says, that old house is who we think we are, our conventional sense of who we think we are, of our self, our ego, our small “s” self.
Now, that house was built for certain reasons, and one of the things that it does, having been built is, it separates the inside from the outside. There’s an outside and an inside. There’s me and there’s everything else. When those walls are broken down, there’s only presence and being, reality, truth, consciousness, bliss. There’s no longer the temporary ego, which was created out of desire and craving.
So, you notice what he doesn’t say. He doesn’t say, “Well, when you’re repeating the name, it’ll feel like this, or it might feel like this, or this might happen, or that might happen.”
Why doesn’t he say that? Because it’s not about that. It does not matter what you experience."
- KD
So, Rama Krishna said that every repetition of one of these names is a seed and, you know, the seed of an Oak tree is very, very small, but inside of that seed, there is extraordinary potential. So, inside these seeds that we plant of the repetition of the name is extraordinary potential, and he says that, the seeds of the repetition of the name may get caught by the wind and blown around, and they may get caught on the roof, land on the roof of an old house, in the middle of the jungle. And in those days, the roofs were made sometimes from clay tiles that were baked in the sun, and the seeds of the repetition of the names that we do get caught between those tiles, and then over time and seasons, rain, wind, snow, sun, those tiles begin to break down and they get soft, and at that point, the seeds of the repetition of the names start to take root, and the roots begin to grow, and they grow and they grow and they destroy the roof of this house, and they keep growing and they destroy the walls of the house. Ramakrishna says, that old house is who we think we are, our conventional sense of who we think we are, of our self, our ego, our small “s” self.
Now, that house was built for certain reasons, and one of the things that it does, having been built is, it separates the inside from the outside. There’s an outside and an inside. There’s me and there’s everything else. When those walls are broken down, there’s only presence and being, reality, truth, consciousness, bliss. There’s no longer the temporary ego, which was created out of desire and craving.
So, you notice what he doesn’t say. He doesn’t say, “Well, when you’re repeating the name, it’ll feel like this, or it might feel like this, or this might happen, or that might happen.”
Why doesn’t he say that? Because it’s not about that. It does not matter what you experience."
- KD
Regarding some of the discussion about if the breakthrough can be seen as overrated.
Relative to the OP, it's normal. Normalize it. It's okay.
Here are some tips and tricks: PREFLIGHT ANXIETY & RAW FEAR - Help and Advice for Healing - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus
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Relative to the OP, it's normal. Normalize it. It's okay.
Here are some tips and tricks: PREFLIGHT ANXIETY & RAW FEAR - Help and Advice for Healing - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus
One love
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