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Want to break through but always get scared.
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It's not much. I just wanted to make sure I had the tek down right before I tried with alot
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Well guys. I finally did it and had a breakthrough. And the interesting part was I did it after eating 5 gs of albino penis envy shrooms . Idk why but I didn't have any fear.
You were so set on reaching it, so maybe it was your time. Don't forget to ground yourself in everyday reality now. It's just as important as any breakthrough.
Maybe write something about your experience if you have time and inspiration. May all be well. Happy New Moon.
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Yea. I mean it wasn't a huge one but it was like I was seeing the other side of reality. Ever seen one of them pictures that it's two different pictures depending on what angle your looking at it from. It was like I was seeing the other side of everything. Like everything turned inside out and I was in a new dimension.and then I felt like I was cumming out of my fingertips and toes and dissolving into everything around me.You were so set on reaching it, so maybe it was your time. Don't forget to ground yourself in everyday reality now. It's just as important as any breakthrough.
Maybe write something about your experience if you have time and inspiration. May all be well. Happy New Moon.
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It was beautiful
That's what a breakthrough is for me. Yes, you feel like you're going somewhere, but ultimately, it's the same place.
We just think that the door leads to higher realms, and colorful visual scenes confirm it for us. Yet, the door is open and located in the same endless space.
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Love this picture, so illustrative. Actually I think most of newcomers entering DMT realm are chasing breakthrough because they came across these prominent stories on youtube and think it's the only way DMT can be experienced in a meaningful way. Also, a lot of the newcomers are young people, which are more prone for chasing thrills than old carcasses like us.View attachment 111181
That's what a breakthrough is for me. Yes, you feel like you're going somewhere, but ultimately, it's the same place.
We just think that the door leads to higher realms, and colorful visual scenes confirm it for us. Yet, the door is open and located in the same endless space.
I've had my fair share of breakthrough experiences in the past but nowadays I don't find them as meaningful as low to moderate doses along with harmal. Now I look back, I realize that most of the time, my breakthrough experiences didn't lead to translate insights in acts a lot. When you're lucky enough to remember these insights.
I think most of the time our brain is not prepared to be flooded instantly by high DMT doses and utilize these experiences in a constructive way. I don't think breaking the universe or playing cards with aliens helps a lot to behave better in this world.
"In the 1800s in India, there was a great Saint named Rama Krishna Paramahansa. You might’ve heard of the book that was written about him called, “The gospel of Ramakrishna.” That was one of the first books that I read about this stuff and it blew my mind. In the book, well, I don’t even know if it’s in that book, but I saw a quote from him about the practice of the repetition of the name, which is what my Guru, Neem Karoli Baba, always encouraged us to do. Love everyone, serve everyone, and repeat the name. Remember God.
So, Rama Krishna said that every repetition of one of these names is a seed and, you know, the seed of an Oak tree is very, very small, but inside of that seed, there is extraordinary potential. So, inside these seeds that we plant of the repetition of the name is extraordinary potential, and he says that, the seeds of the repetition of the name may get caught by the wind and blown around, and they may get caught on the roof, land on the roof of an old house, in the middle of the jungle. And in those days, the roofs were made sometimes from clay tiles that were baked in the sun, and the seeds of the repetition of the names that we do get caught between those tiles, and then over time and seasons, rain, wind, snow, sun, those tiles begin to break down and they get soft, and at that point, the seeds of the repetition of the names start to take root, and the roots begin to grow, and they grow and they grow and they destroy the roof of this house, and they keep growing and they destroy the walls of the house. Ramakrishna says, that old house is who we think we are, our conventional sense of who we think we are, of our self, our ego, our small “s” self.
Now, that house was built for certain reasons, and one of the things that it does, having been built is, it separates the inside from the outside. There’s an outside and an inside. There’s me and there’s everything else. When those walls are broken down, there’s only presence and being, reality, truth, consciousness, bliss. There’s no longer the temporary ego, which was created out of desire and craving.
So, you notice what he doesn’t say. He doesn’t say, “Well, when you’re repeating the name, it’ll feel like this, or it might feel like this, or this might happen, or that might happen.”
Why doesn’t he say that? Because it’s not about that. It does not matter what you experience."
- KD
So, Rama Krishna said that every repetition of one of these names is a seed and, you know, the seed of an Oak tree is very, very small, but inside of that seed, there is extraordinary potential. So, inside these seeds that we plant of the repetition of the name is extraordinary potential, and he says that, the seeds of the repetition of the name may get caught by the wind and blown around, and they may get caught on the roof, land on the roof of an old house, in the middle of the jungle. And in those days, the roofs were made sometimes from clay tiles that were baked in the sun, and the seeds of the repetition of the names that we do get caught between those tiles, and then over time and seasons, rain, wind, snow, sun, those tiles begin to break down and they get soft, and at that point, the seeds of the repetition of the names start to take root, and the roots begin to grow, and they grow and they grow and they destroy the roof of this house, and they keep growing and they destroy the walls of the house. Ramakrishna says, that old house is who we think we are, our conventional sense of who we think we are, of our self, our ego, our small “s” self.
Now, that house was built for certain reasons, and one of the things that it does, having been built is, it separates the inside from the outside. There’s an outside and an inside. There’s me and there’s everything else. When those walls are broken down, there’s only presence and being, reality, truth, consciousness, bliss. There’s no longer the temporary ego, which was created out of desire and craving.
So, you notice what he doesn’t say. He doesn’t say, “Well, when you’re repeating the name, it’ll feel like this, or it might feel like this, or this might happen, or that might happen.”
Why doesn’t he say that? Because it’s not about that. It does not matter what you experience."
- KD
Regarding some of the discussion about if the breakthrough can be seen as overrated.
Relative to the OP, it's normal. Normalize it. It's okay.
Here are some tips and tricks: PREFLIGHT ANXIETY & RAW FEAR - Help and Advice for Healing - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus
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Relative to the OP, it's normal. Normalize it. It's okay.
Here are some tips and tricks: PREFLIGHT ANXIETY & RAW FEAR - Help and Advice for Healing - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus
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Trippyguyy96
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So guys I had a legit breakthrough. And I think I met a demon. Idk what it was but it's face was right in mine front and center flashing like crazy and it kept trying to jump scare me. I was genuinely afraid. Has this happened to anyone else? It's not always like that is it?
First, you doin alright?
It's not all sunshine and rainbows for some of us, but it's in the realm of normal, and no, not all experiences are like that.
What else did you notice about it? Keep in mind, what categories we draw upon are man-made, and don't always mirror what's "out there." It may have been a mischievous force, but not necessarily a nefarious demon. Interpretations are best left open if you want to keep frequenting the space.
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Okay well I noticed this dmt was from my first pull of a new batch . I didn't get to try and from the first pull of my first batch bc I screwed up and it all melted back down so I wasn't aware of how much more potent this stuff was gonna be .but I made it two bigass hits in and it hit me like never before. I I had 2 glasses of wine before to try and get some courage to push through . But getting off track here. I noticed it was straight in my face. Constantly flashing and changing and disappearing for a second only to reappear to try and jump scare me again and again and boyy was it working. If I'm being honest I guess I was trying to fight it. Not on purpose .but mostly out of in the moment anxiety bc it all caught me so off guard. And yes I'm okay now. It was like 20-30 minutes ago and now I'm just laughing about it telling my girl what happened. I tried looking into it and found something ppl call a jester.
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kind of looked like a really in detailed version of some Aztec gods face that you're see in some ancient ruins or something . And I kept getting these occasional flashing that slightly looked like an evil clown
The alcohol may have been a precipitating factor. Many people, but not all, report unfavorable outcomes in hyperspace when alcohol is in their system. Worth noting.
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i just answered your other post
