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[northape]

Why not create a "new reality"? Our own unique stories/perceptions is what adds beauty to everything, life would be dull if we all had the same perception, like northape said reality just is, there is no correct way to see it.

We are creating "reality" all the time. In that particular case, it was a warning against basing it on delusions or a kind of thinking that clearly goes against a sane, sober life.
What you describe is a natural process. Seeing it as beautiful creates a healthier character, imo. Yet, we still need to remain open, because our bias is a real thing.
When we find a level of awareness that goes deeper than our stories and learn to maintain it, this life changes completely. "Living in God" may be easier to understand.

 

[harmala_afficianado]

We are creating "reality" all the time. In that particular case, it was a warning against basing it on delusions or a kind of thinking that clearly goes against a sane, sober life.
What you describe is a natural process. Seeing it as beautiful creates a healthier character, imo. Yet, we still need to remain open, because our bias is a real thing.
When we find a level of awareness that goes deeper than our stories and learn to maintain it, this life changes completely. "Living in God" may be easier to understand.

That is exactly why i have deep appreciation/love for rue more than any other psychedelic, consistant use really kills that bias/ego part in you, ime.

Psychedelics open you up, but they don't open you up to a certain thing, they can open you up to all kinds of bs if your not pure from the inside, rue use is essential ime if your using psychedelice heavily.

I think in order to get the most out of psychedelics and not fall into that bias trap, one would need to do a proper cleanse with rue first, and get comfortable with it (some, like me, would require higher amounts for longer perioids to fully kill those dirty parasites for good)

Before i started using rue, psychedelics were just like colorful forbidden toys, not much work was done.

Rue taught me that i don't know my own good, i only seek my destruction, i do not want to keep god on my mind 24/7, i want to have fun, i want to get high, go to parties, have sex with beautiful girls.

But the moment i realized that all of this was an illusion and it was never good for me, i forced myself to eat massive amounts of rue every single day, and now god is living in my mind whenever i walk, run, sit, or lay down, rue really gives you the ability to be able to consistantly see past the lower self.

But it gets more complicated the deeper you go, there are certain depths i have ventured to with heavy rue use that are completely impossibe to explain, and i think rue shows you this to teach you to live for yourself and not try to explain everything to others.

 

[northape]

That is exactly why i have deep appreciation/love for rue more than any other psychedelic, consistant use really kills that bias/ego part in you, ime.

Psychedelics open you up, but they don't open you up to a certain thing, they can open you up to all kinds of bs if your not pure from the inside, rue use is essential ime if your using psychedelice heavily.

I think in order to get the most out of psychedelics and not fall into that bias trap, one would need to do a proper cleanse with rue first, and get comfortable with it (some, like me, would require higher amounts for longer perioids to fully kill those dirty parasites for good)

Before i started using rue, psychedelics were just like colorful forbidden toys, not much work was done.

Rue taught me that i don't know my own good, i only seek my destruction, i do not want to keep god on my mind 24/7, i want to have fun, i want to get high, go to parties, have sex with beautiful girls.

But the moment i realized that all of this was an illusion and it was never good for me, i forced myself to eat massive amounts of rue every single day, and now god is living in my mind whenever i walk, run, sit, or lay down, rue really gives you the ability to be able to consistantly see past the lower self.

But it gets more complicated the deeper you go, there are certain depths i have ventured to with heavy rue use that are completely impossibe to explain, and i think rue shows you this to teach you to live for yourself and not try to explain everything to others.

Some might say that rue is your bias. Don't take it the wrong way, but rue is what works for you, and others may find similar benefits in mushrooms or something else.
Tryptamines have their uses to go beyond the story that you've become familiar with. Rue can do it too, but it's a slower process that requires dedication.

Sure, if you plan to work with it full time and devote yourself to the plant, it'll teach you. Yet, people reach these depths even with other practices like fasting, breathwork, and meditation. I feel that's what clashes with people here. You're so into rue that many write it off as a honeymoon phase. Just share your stance and don't force it as an absolute.
That would clear up most misunderstandings.

I'd introduce small doses of mushrooms on top of rue a few times a year to see where you're at. If anything, it would further move you along in your devotion to the plant and God.

 

[universecannon]

That is exactly why i have deep appreciation/love for rue more than any other psychedelic, consistant use really kills that bias/ego part in you, ime.

Psychedelics open you up, but they don't open you up to a certain thing, they can open you up to all kinds of bs if your not pure from the inside, rue use is essential ime if your using psychedelice heavily.

I think in order to get the most out of psychedelics and not fall into that bias trap, one would need to do a proper cleanse with rue first, and get comfortable with it (some, like me, would require higher amounts for longer perioids to fully kill those dirty parasites for good)

Before i started using rue, psychedelics were just like colorful forbidden toys, not much work was done

I'm curious what other psychedelics you are familiar with? They are far from colorful toys for most of us, so I don't think your experience is the norm there - which is fine of course, but good to keep in mind when generalizing.

 

[harmala_afficianado]

Tryptamines have their uses to go beyond the story that you've become familiar with. Rue can do it too, but it's a slower process that requires dedication.

I would say the latter is more effeciant, at least ime, the slower proccess is always better than a quicker one, but to each their own, i'm not losing or benefiting anything if people love or hate rue.

I'd introduce small doses of mushrooms on top of rue a few times a year to see where you're at. If anything, it would further move you along in your devotion to the plant and God.

I have been doing that, more than a few times a year, but lately i've been more drawn to morning glories, i find them less chaotic and more "direct" than mushrooms.

 

[harmala_afficianado]

I'm curious what other psychedelics you are familiar with? They are far from colorful toys for most of us, so I don't think your experience is the norm there - which is fine of course, but good to keep in mind when generalizing.

I didn't really mean it that way, i meant more in that psychedelics can be used by people as toys, i personally did that before, before i started with rue i was smoking cannabis with mushrooms most of the time, and i would sometimes use dissociatives, but mushrooms were my main thing, nowadays i like morning glories alot.

I'm not here to argue, i'm just talking, don't take my words too seriously, take what you want and leave what you want.

 

[universecannon]

I didn't really mean it that way, i meant more in that psychedelics can be used by people as toys, i personally did that before, before i started with rue i was smoking cannabis with mushrooms most of the time, and i would sometimes use dissociatives, but mushrooms were my main thing, nowadays i like morning glories alot.

I'm not here to argue, i'm just talking, don't take my words too seriously, take what you want and leave what you want.

I'm not arguing or taking it super seriously, I was mostly just curious what other psychedelics you've tried and whether they include DMT or LSD (I could remember you'd tried mushrooms). That's interesting you prefer morning glory to mushrooms.

 

[harmala_afficianado]

I'm not arguing or taking it super seriously, I was mostly just curious what other psychedelics you've tried and whether they include DMT or LSD (I could remember you'd tried mushrooms). That's interesting you prefer morning glory to mushrooms.

Nowadays i do yeah, idk, i prefer less chaos nowadays, maybe my brain got it want from mushrooms? Not sure, but there's something about LSA that i really love, maybe it's got to do with ergolines, and why people say LSD is more euphoric than mushrooms, i have access to LSD but i never considered it, until now.

 

[universecannon]

I tried HBWR but it was chaotic and awful for me. Tons of nausea, even compared to mushrooms

 

[harmala_afficianado]

I tried HBWR but it was chaotic and awful for me. Tons of nausea, even compared to mushrooms

Maybe try HBMG? I've always heard they are alot smoother body wise.

I also find rue goes extremely well with morning glories, more than mushrooms imo, mushrooms on their own feel serene and blissful, but with rue it becomes too chaotic, last time i ate mushrooms i ate 12g rue with it, and i was deeply humbled lol, i think thats why i got abit turned off from mushrooms.

I also think rue gets rid of the side effects from LSA, because i took alot of morning glories with rue and never once did i experience the side effects people describe, like vasoconstriction, nausea etc.

 

[universecannon]

I just don't think LSH or LSA even compare to LSD, and it's rare I find someone who prefers those. If rue removed the side effects for you that's interesting but you seem to have a somewhat unique response to rue, so I dont know if 2 nauseating plants is going to help any for others.

I don't enjoy mushrooms + oral harmalas in any combination beyond very low doses. Chaotic is a good word. If I want to add tryptamines I'll smoke DMT. Harmalas on the comedown though can be great, and I enjoyed adding 50mg or so to LSD as well.

 

[northape]

last time i ate mushrooms i ate 12g rue with it, and i was deeply humbled lol, i think thats why i got abit turned off from mushrooms

That's the problem right here. Mushrooms are pretty chaotic by themselves, and that's their superpower, imo. When you amplify them with 12g of rue, it can put you off for life. Something sane would be a better option, like 1g of mushrooms on top of 4g of rue, and even then, you need to know the potency beforehand. 1g of Pans will blow a fuse in your brain. Sanity! No matter what you do, strive for sanity. You have very good health, it seems. Most people would end their plant path after such a combo.
It's your life. I'm just making my own observations

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Yesterday at 1:07 PM

That's the thing: if you go for a breakthrough and get your mind blown for real, your ego will start to question this new habit. You're going against the current and all your habits, so your ego will react accordingly. If you don't listen to your body and just push through each time, you're training that stress response each time. That's why we always advise starting slow, but people with no experience sure think they know better. They push and get resistance.

Train yourself with low doses, learning how the body reacts, and go from there. You'll have much less pushback. This medicine is...

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[harmala_afficianado]

That's the problem right here. Mushrooms are pretty chaotic by themselves, and that's their superpower, imo. When you amplify them with 12g of rue, it can put you off for life. Something sane would be a better option, like 1g of mushrooms on top of 4g of rue, and even then, you need to know the potency beforehand. 1g of Pans will blow a fuse in your brain. Sanity! No matter what you do, strive for sanity. You have very good health, it seems. Most people would end their plant path after such a combo.
It's your life. I'm just making my own observations

Post in thread 'Do you always feel nervous before vaping DMT?'

Yesterday at 1:07 PM

That's the thing: if you go for a breakthrough and get your mind blown for real, your ego will start to question this new habit. You're going against the current and all your habits, so your ego will react accordingly. If you don't listen to your body and just push through each time, you're training that stress response each time. That's why we always advise starting slow, but people with no experience sure think they know better. They push and get resistance.

Train yourself with low doses, learning how the body reacts, and go from there. You'll have much less pushback. This medicine is...

• northape

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Oh don't remind me lol, i was very close to stopping mushrooms for good, that trip was absolute terror, it was like being raped with sensory overload, when it started really hitting i instantly lost control over my body, and the rue spirit possessed me, it was moving my head, my feet, my arms, and even my eyes, and it was showing me very clearly that i made a big mistake, but i kept saying that my intentions were good, and that i fixed my life and that i'm walking on the right path, i just made a small mistake, and thank god i was forgiven.

That was the day i really knew how powerful the rue spirit is, and to never disrespect it, i kid you not it felt like the spirit controls reality itself, lol.

I have actually decided now, thanks to you, that i will try mushrooms again, this time with my usual rue dose (4-6g)

 

[doubledog]

Oh don't remind me lol, i was very close to stopping mushrooms for good, that trip was absolute terror, it was like being raped with sensory overload, when it started really hitting i instantly lost control over my body, and the rue spirit possessed me, it was moving my head, my feet, my arms, and even my eyes, and it was showing me very clearly that i made a big mistake, but i kept saying that my intentions were good, and that i fixed my life and that i'm walking on the right path, i just made a small mistake, and thank god i was forgiven.

That's quite common as harmalas + mushrooms is very intense experience.

 

[harmala_afficianado]

That's quite common as harmalas + mushrooms is very intense experience.

Yeah, the combo always gives me jungle vibes, it feels like you get thrown in the middle of a huge jungle full of wild beasts that can eat you alive

 

[doubledog]

During my first experience with psilohuasca my mind switched off for maybe 15 minutes due to sensory overload you mentioned and after coming back, I felt like I am fighting for my life for maybe one hour.
Quite scary trip, I was not prepared for the intensity (or it was too high dose).

 

[harmala_afficianado]

During my first experience with psilohuasca my mind switched off for maybe 15 minutes due to sensory overload you mentioned and after coming back, I felt like I am fighting for my life for maybe one hour.
Quite scary trip, I was not prepared for the intensity (or it was too high dose).

Yep, my first experience was just like that, i ate 4-5g rue with 2g muhrooms, and took a bong rip of cannabis at the peak, and i was just dreaming lol, cant move or open my eyes, it really felt like i was in a jungle, I remember i looked at the mirror and i couldn't comprehend how a human face was supposed to look like, was wild lol.

I think with this combo one should be very careful with the rue dose, the rue dose matters more than the mushroom dose, i think if your not experienced with rue don't take more than 3g, if you do have experience you can take 4g, 5g if your very brave, more than that is too much if your not taking a microdose.

 

[zod_mol]

@JosBoaz bless your soul. Wall of text posts need better formatting

 

[JosBoaz]

@JosBoaz bless your soul. Wall of text posts need better formatting

@zod_mol bless your soul too, milord/milady

 

[northape]

At least someone is having fun here. Continue