magickpsychonaut
Rising Star
Please note: This is not meant to replace a medical professional's advice or guidance. This is just my own personal experience and I wanted to share it with the nexus family, in case it could help someone else. Also, if you are on any prescription drugs, especially for depression or anxiety, please do your research on the medications you're taking now and be 100% sure and knowledgeable about the contraindications. Many depression meds, such as SSRI's are very dangerous when mixed with caapi or other MAOI's. DO NOT combine caapi with any prescriptions without first informing yourself of the possible consequences and health risks!.
I have suffered from severe and debilitating depression for many years, have gone to counselors, psychologists, and psychiatrists. I have been prescribed all kinds of stuff, SSRI’s, xanax, prozac, etc. None of it worked for me. The one thing that has really worked for me in miraculous ways is Caapi. Through caapi I have not only been able to get relief of the symptoms but also have been able to completely reprogram my mind, body and spirit for healing, harmony, balance, and being able to cope with life's stresses and my past in a healthy way. I am still working on things, but caapi has truly been a healing teacher, being both counselor, doctor, mother, father, family, and best friend to me. I no longer have that backbeat of doom, gloom, or anxiety in my life. And I have adopted the plant as my family.
I have been experimenting with caapi for six months and have finally found an optimal dosage for me. I want to add that caapi is an MAOI and that precautions should be taken when ingesting this wonderful plant. I myself do not adhere to the precautions and have drank beer, eaten cheese, etc. So nothing bad has happened, but I would advise anyone taking caapi to follow the strict dieta and not be as foolish as I am about your health.
There are several people here on this forum that can attest to the healing power of caapi by itself and I am one of them. You can take it in tea form, by boiling it, but I prefer to take the extract powder in gel caps.
1. Size 0 gel caps with Cap M Quick Gelcap machine for size 0 . It is the smallest capsule that you can use the machines with that I know of. If anyone else knows of even smaller cap machines please feel free to add the information to this threat. (http://www.cap-m-quick.com/store/all-in-one-kits.html)
2. 200x caapi extract. I get mine from Flowingvisions.com (they are usually very good with shipping and the quality is good, but every once in a while they slack off badly and don't answer emails, so I always make sure to order my supplies 6 weeks ahead of when I would run out of my current gel caps.
3. Regular caapi powder. I get 2.2 lbs from Forestrx.com or shamanic gardens. (http://www.forestrx.com/index.php?route=product/product&product_id=817)
4. Teaspoon measuring tool.
The Cap M Quick machine holds 50 gel caps, so I use 2 x (1 gram caapi copy 200x) per 50 gel caps. I mix that with on teaspoon of regular caapi powder thouroughly and the fill the caps and then top them. You can use the accessor tamper to press down the powder and fill it with more regular caapi powder if you want to add more powder substance. The extract is great because there is not much that is needed and it can easily fit into these small gel caps.
I take two of these every night before bedtime, they do make me sleepy and it’s best to not drive or operate heavy machinery while taking them. Best taken about 30 minutes before bedtime. It is strong enough to break through a really severe depression and helps with social anxiety so much! Due to severe childhood abuse, I never had that nurturing foundation most people have and instead have had abandonment and trust issues. With caapi I can feel the love in my heart for others and some how I can trust myself to make the right decisions.
Everything in life comes easier to me. Don't get me wrong, I still have to work at things, but there's no more struggle or suffering. It also helps to keep me grounded to the other side if you know what I mean. I experience a balance of both the physical reality as well as the spiritual reality.
I have also had my third eye open and telepathic senses are beginning to awaken. I no longer worry about anyone taking advantage of me or trying to get over on me. My perception has been so much clearer. I can focus easier and I am able to relax and get into the zone easier. In addition, I do not have bad cravings for junk food as much and have been able to lose a little weight. I think the reason many people are overweight is because of emotional eating, so that is one area it has helped me. This is my personal optimal dosage, so you may want to experiment with your own dosage. Hope this helps someone else.
I have suffered from severe and debilitating depression for many years, have gone to counselors, psychologists, and psychiatrists. I have been prescribed all kinds of stuff, SSRI’s, xanax, prozac, etc. None of it worked for me. The one thing that has really worked for me in miraculous ways is Caapi. Through caapi I have not only been able to get relief of the symptoms but also have been able to completely reprogram my mind, body and spirit for healing, harmony, balance, and being able to cope with life's stresses and my past in a healthy way. I am still working on things, but caapi has truly been a healing teacher, being both counselor, doctor, mother, father, family, and best friend to me. I no longer have that backbeat of doom, gloom, or anxiety in my life. And I have adopted the plant as my family.
I have been experimenting with caapi for six months and have finally found an optimal dosage for me. I want to add that caapi is an MAOI and that precautions should be taken when ingesting this wonderful plant. I myself do not adhere to the precautions and have drank beer, eaten cheese, etc. So nothing bad has happened, but I would advise anyone taking caapi to follow the strict dieta and not be as foolish as I am about your health.
There are several people here on this forum that can attest to the healing power of caapi by itself and I am one of them. You can take it in tea form, by boiling it, but I prefer to take the extract powder in gel caps.
1. Size 0 gel caps with Cap M Quick Gelcap machine for size 0 . It is the smallest capsule that you can use the machines with that I know of. If anyone else knows of even smaller cap machines please feel free to add the information to this threat. (http://www.cap-m-quick.com/store/all-in-one-kits.html)
2. 200x caapi extract. I get mine from Flowingvisions.com (they are usually very good with shipping and the quality is good, but every once in a while they slack off badly and don't answer emails, so I always make sure to order my supplies 6 weeks ahead of when I would run out of my current gel caps.
3. Regular caapi powder. I get 2.2 lbs from Forestrx.com or shamanic gardens. (http://www.forestrx.com/index.php?route=product/product&product_id=817)
4. Teaspoon measuring tool.
The Cap M Quick machine holds 50 gel caps, so I use 2 x (1 gram caapi copy 200x) per 50 gel caps. I mix that with on teaspoon of regular caapi powder thouroughly and the fill the caps and then top them. You can use the accessor tamper to press down the powder and fill it with more regular caapi powder if you want to add more powder substance. The extract is great because there is not much that is needed and it can easily fit into these small gel caps.
I take two of these every night before bedtime, they do make me sleepy and it’s best to not drive or operate heavy machinery while taking them. Best taken about 30 minutes before bedtime. It is strong enough to break through a really severe depression and helps with social anxiety so much! Due to severe childhood abuse, I never had that nurturing foundation most people have and instead have had abandonment and trust issues. With caapi I can feel the love in my heart for others and some how I can trust myself to make the right decisions.
Everything in life comes easier to me. Don't get me wrong, I still have to work at things, but there's no more struggle or suffering. It also helps to keep me grounded to the other side if you know what I mean. I experience a balance of both the physical reality as well as the spiritual reality.
I have also had my third eye open and telepathic senses are beginning to awaken. I no longer worry about anyone taking advantage of me or trying to get over on me. My perception has been so much clearer. I can focus easier and I am able to relax and get into the zone easier. In addition, I do not have bad cravings for junk food as much and have been able to lose a little weight. I think the reason many people are overweight is because of emotional eating, so that is one area it has helped me. This is my personal optimal dosage, so you may want to experiment with your own dosage. Hope this helps someone else.