Why DMT Scares Me

[Voidmatrix]

The first time it happened to me I wasn't expecting it at all. I had assumed temporary tolerance would slowly increase and make each dose less effective, not more. It's also quite counterintuitive that doses don't seem to progressively become stronger (at least in my case, and taking these quite low doses), but there's suddenly one that's considerably stronger.

My mental model for it now is that there's some kind of threshold blood level where the effects become suddenly much stronger. So by taking low doses one makes DMT levels progressively go up, without causing much of a difference until suddenly the peak concentration of a single dose reaches that threshold.

I don't know if that model resembles what actually happens at all. It's also not unlikely it has been studied already and I just don't know. So it's just my uninformed guess about what may be happening.

Well said, and with that being said, it's even more counterintuitive and paradoxical considering the window of time one has to get in a full dose for say a breakthrough, before adding more doesn't take one any further.

Things are getting weird.

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[TransistorBass]

I've had the opposite and a session of continued small doses eventually takes me to a point of tolerance when it's clear I'd need bigger tokes to keep at a certain level.

About timing, I feel attracted to DMT at 2 points in the day; Early morning when I'm just getting up and late at night after I've Vaped my Medical Weed, neither of which times I really choose to partake in the NN vape... maybe I should though. Though maybe not in bed next to the wife whilst she's snoring and I'm tripping balls!

 

[yatyas314]

Could you expand a little bit of what you mean? I am not sure i am understanding.

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Yes, I saw your post I had not been on in a few days and I saw the word self-loath and thought about you and wrote that post. Without sounding dramatic I worry when I hear certain words, in this case see them. That's why I said I hoped it was a word selection thing and not an actual strong negative emotional state.
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